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I saw Reffie today! Even with a literal therapy session cutting into our time together, I had an awesome day.
I slept in today, since I was able. And pretty much only pulled myself from bed to leave for Reffie’s place. She got me this bitchin’ table mounted yarn winder for my birthday!
But I’m getting ahead myself. We spent some time talking about recent events and things I’ve been struggling with. We watched the first few minutes of the pilot episode of Loki.
Therapy was hard today. We discussed my relationship with anger and how my perception of it seems to be focused on how people treat me when angry. And the answer seems to be “badly”. They lash out and hurt my feelings, or worse, hurt me physically. It has been a while since I’ve had to deal with angry people. I make a habit of not being angry.
But something happened recently where I ended up being angry, feeling hurt. And I drew a boundary. Let’s see how good I am at maintaining it.
Anyway, after therapy we went to a late lunch. I had Texas Cheese Fries and a dish of Cajun Chicken Pasta from Chili’s. Reffie got fajitas that smelled Rea good.
Then we went back to her place and watched the whole of the first and second episodes of Loki. I kinda wish I had crocheting with me, to keep my hands busy, but eh. I liked the show and will definitely be watching future episodes.
My hips hurt. I assume I’ve been rocking in my sleep again, self-soothing or something. In any case, I’m going to go stretch out and put the heating pad on. Once I’m dressed that is, since I’m freshly showered and all, I’ll join Fen and their girlfriend Kimmy in watching Mystery Science Theater 3000.
I’m going to go get dressed and try to get some writing done.
Take your meds, folks.