Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.
14,382 Days Alive
2nd Iron Man Movie Watched with Tom
I’m watching all the Marvel movies in order with my roommate Tom on Tuesdays. We watched It iron Man 2 this evening and I really liked it.
Continue reading “Of Early Days and Expectations”
14,381 Days Alive
3 Bowls of Turkey Taco Rice Bowl Served
1 Book Arrived!!!
My copy of the Coddiwomple Crochet Pattern book showed up today. Woo hoo hoo!!
Continue reading “Of Coddiwomple and Cilanto”
14,369 Days Alive
It’s J and Charles’ ninth wedding anniversary , J’s *mumbles a number because you never tell a lady’s age* birthday, and Mac’s and my second anniversary of dating tomorrow.
I’m stuck on sad. My Papa B isn’t really talking to me. My bio donor is about as communicative as a Philly cheesesteak sandwich unless I reach out repeatedly. And I’m missing Daddy.
Im gonna go snuggle Mac and be sad.
Take your meds, folks.
14,344 Days Alive
3 Pieces of Calzone Eaten
1 Shower Taken
I hadn’t taken a shower in two days due to depression. But damn if I didn’t feel better afterwards.
Continue reading “Of Sausage Calzone and Showers”
14,342 Days Alive
16 Levels Gained on my Necromancer in D4
3 Doses of Acetaminophen Taken
I am in pain, layers of pain. Like a pain parfait, but without the enjoyment of it.
Continue reading “Of Language and Leveling”
14,340 Days Alive
638 Days Since I Moved to Indiana
0 Days Since I’ve Been Blown Off By Supposed Friends
I literally want to cry. I’m so goddamned lonely. I have Mac. My online friends. Chele, J, Reffie. And I guess I do have one “analog” friend here, Tina. But I met her through Mac and having one friend who isn’t a hugger much is like, killing me.
Continue reading “Of Loneliness and Lacking”
14,331 Days Alive
3 Hours of Poker Research
1 Breadstick Eaten
I’m getting a tooth pulled tomorrow. It’ll be the first time in over a decade I’m getting a tooth pulled and I am, as the title implies, apprehensive as fuck.
Continue reading “Of Apprehension and Applesauce”
14,330 Days Alive
2 Accidental Naps This Morning
1 Churro Eaten
I’m trying so hard to stay awake during out Pathfinder game. I’m trying not to drink the other Monster we have (zero sugar) because I want to be functional tomorrow for the Autumnal Equinox.
Continue reading “Of Caramel Churros and Changing Seasons”
14,327 Days Alive
72 Requests Logged Today at Work
1 Story Begging to be Written
So. Y’all ought to know by now I am of the witchy persuasion. Kitchen, candle, and divination focused with a dash of just being more crafty than witchcrafty.
Let me explain how pizza is a prosperity spell.
Continue reading “Of Elaboration and Exhaustion”
14,320 Days Alive
4 Library Books Picked Up
1 Very Frustrating Day
Work was hell today and I don’t expect tomorrow to be much better. My coworker had a family emergency and left halfway through the day so it was just me. Hopefully tomorrow is better, but I’m not holding my breath.
Take your meds, folks.
14,317 Days Alive
2 Pancakes Eaten
We went to IHOP for lunch today. I behaved, mostly, but I did use sugar free syrup on my two pancakes. I didn’t get the seasonal flavor because it had tons of sugar.
Continue reading “Of Pancakes and Pizza”
14,308 Days Alive
9 Minutes that My Therapist Was Late Today
2 Bowls of Zuppa Toscana Consumed
1 Lingering Headache
Heavy stuff herein. Frank discussion of sexual abuse, rape, and the mental trials of surviving both.
Had therapy today. Talked about a lot of the triggers I had flare up this week with my gynecological appointment.
Continue reading “Of Talk Therapy and Tiramisu”
14,300 Days Alive
7 Levels Earned on my Necromancer
1 Temporary Filling
I did it. I went to the dentist this morning at the buttcrack of dawn.
Continue reading “Of Diablo IV and Dearest”
