14,389 Days Alive
1 Bowl of Cereal Had for Dinner
I feel like change is coming again. I hope it’s good change.
I don’t really have anything to share tonight.
I’m going to bed.
Take your meds, folks.
Of Movies and Maybe
Category: Feeling Worthless
Of Shadows and Shopping
14,387 Days Alive
Day four of this migraine. Had to DoorDash groceries this evening because I wasn’t up to driving or going anywhere.
I’m currently curled up under my heated blanket and praying for pain relief.
Take your meds, folks.
Of Hair and Headaches
14,386 Days Alive
36 Inches Crocheted Across
1 Caramel Churro Eaten
I need a hair trim so badly. I have an accidental mullet growing out with the rest of my hair. I can pull it back into a ponytail up top, but the back is just long enough to drive me bonkers.
Continue reading “Of Hair and Headaches”Of Ravioli and Rebellion
14,383 Days Alive
I’m… weary of soul. I’m trying to keep going in this hellscape, but gods is it hard.
Oh well. Just keep swimming….
And take your meds, folks.
Of Early Days and Expectations
14,382 Days Alive
2nd Iron Man Movie Watched with Tom
I’m watching all the Marvel movies in order with my roommate Tom on Tuesdays. We watched It iron Man 2 this evening and I really liked it.
Continue reading “Of Early Days and Expectations”Of Coddiwomple and Cilanto
14,381 Days Alive
3 Bowls of Turkey Taco Rice Bowl Served
1 Book Arrived!!!
My copy of the Coddiwomple Crochet Pattern book showed up today. Woo hoo hoo!!
Continue reading “Of Coddiwomple and Cilanto”Of Meat Sauce and Memories
14,369 Days Alive
It’s J and Charles’ ninth wedding anniversary , J’s *mumbles a number because you never tell a lady’s age* birthday, and Mac’s and my second anniversary of dating tomorrow.
I’m stuck on sad. My Papa B isn’t really talking to me. My bio donor is about as communicative as a Philly cheesesteak sandwich unless I reach out repeatedly. And I’m missing Daddy.
Im gonna go snuggle Mac and be sad.
Take your meds, folks.
Of Sausage Calzone and Showers
14,344 Days Alive
3 Pieces of Calzone Eaten
1 Shower Taken
I hadn’t taken a shower in two days due to depression. But damn if I didn’t feel better afterwards.
Continue reading “Of Sausage Calzone and Showers”Of Language and Leveling
14,342 Days Alive
16 Levels Gained on my Necromancer in D4
3 Doses of Acetaminophen Taken
I am in pain, layers of pain. Like a pain parfait, but without the enjoyment of it.
Continue reading “Of Language and Leveling”Of Loneliness and Lacking
14,340 Days Alive
638 Days Since I Moved to Indiana
0 Days Since I’ve Been Blown Off By Supposed Friends
I literally want to cry. I’m so goddamned lonely. I have Mac. My online friends. Chele, J, Reffie. And I guess I do have one “analog” friend here, Tina. But I met her through Mac and having one friend who isn’t a hugger much is like, killing me.
Continue reading “Of Loneliness and Lacking”Of Apprehension and Applesauce
14,331 Days Alive
3 Hours of Poker Research
1 Breadstick Eaten
I’m getting a tooth pulled tomorrow. It’ll be the first time in over a decade I’m getting a tooth pulled and I am, as the title implies, apprehensive as fuck.
Continue reading “Of Apprehension and Applesauce”Of Caramel Churros and Changing Seasons
14,330 Days Alive
2 Accidental Naps This Morning
1 Churro Eaten
I’m trying so hard to stay awake during out Pathfinder game. I’m trying not to drink the other Monster we have (zero sugar) because I want to be functional tomorrow for the Autumnal Equinox.
Continue reading “Of Caramel Churros and Changing Seasons”Of Elaboration and Exhaustion
14,327 Days Alive
72 Requests Logged Today at Work
1 Story Begging to be Written
So. Y’all ought to know by now I am of the witchy persuasion. Kitchen, candle, and divination focused with a dash of just being more crafty than witchcrafty.
Let me explain how pizza is a prosperity spell.
Continue reading “Of Elaboration and Exhaustion”
