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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Of Grilled Cheese and Games

April 12, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,072 Days Alive

So… apparently the fact that I associate colors/sensations/music with people is outside the norm. I was talking about it with Gwendolyn and J this evening.

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Of Yarning and Yawning

April 11, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,071 Days Alive

12 Days to Finish Baby Alice’s Blanket

5 Hours Overslept

I got up at six a.m. to feed Spock, as per my usual. However, I slept terribly last night and decided to go back to bed. I slept until 11a.m. I guess I needed it.

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Of Medicine and Malfunctioning Technologies

April 5, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,063 Days Alive

3 New Diagnoses

2 Adjustments to Medication

1 Doctor Appointment

Today was… a train wreck. I didn’t finish anything that I wanted to at work, barely got to touch my calls. I’m so frustrated. The system kept going down today and it just killed my ability to get things done.

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Of Hobbies and Home

April 4, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,062 Days Alive

2 Necklaces Made

1 Bowl of Ramen Eaten

I got to see Sparrow today! Fen and I met up with them for lunch with their significant other, Patrick. We went to the ramen house just down the street that is very COVID-precaution compliant.

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Of Anger and Acceptance

March 25, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,052 Days Alive

So I’ve been doing some research. And I’m livid. Not mad, not pissed off, fucking livid. Because this new diagnosis? It basically means that I’m fucking broken due to trauma experienced in my past.

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Of Distress and Diagnosis

March 24, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,051 Days Alive

So not only did I wake up around two a.m. violently ill, I also had a telehealth doctor appointment today. And I have a new diagnosis.

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Of Practical Magic and Productivity

March 23, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,050 Days Alive

3 Pages Done

I picked up my meds after work. I was going to make dinner, but Fen had an evening engagement so I picked up some tacos and headed home.

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Of Sweet Potato Fries and Sleep Deprivation

March 22, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,049 Days Alive

45 Minute Nap on Lunch Break

3 Hours of Sleep

1.5 Burgers Eaten

I hate the “sleep aid” I’ve been prescribed. It takes forever to fall asleep. Then, I sleep anywhere between one and a half and three hours and then I’m up for the rest of the night.

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Of Chimichangas and Crafting

March 19, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,046 Days Alive

I actually did something artsy today! Fen got a new crafting toy and we were both playing with it.

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Of Milestones and Meditation

March 18, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,045 Days Alive

900 Days Blogging in a Row

Woo! Made it 900 days in a row! This is pretty impressive for me. I’ve not made any of my goals for the year yet, but I am at least consistent in posting.

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Of Time and Triggers

March 17, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,046 Days Alive

This ain’t a happy one, y’all. I am about to discuss sexual assault. Might wanna skip this one.

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Of Headaches and Happy Memories

March 15, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,044 Days Alive

Some how I missed a day somewhere and am actually up to 13,044 days alive. Whoopsie.

Today was a day of never ending technical difficulties at work.

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Of Practical Magic and Picnic Tables

March 14, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,042 Days Alive

3 Butter Tarts Eaten

1 Old Favorite Shared with Fen

Somehow, despite knowing me for almost a decade, Fen had never seen the movie Practical Magic. Until tonight! We watched it and they really enjoyed it.

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