13,984 Days Alive
1.24 Pounds of Pulled Pork Made
1 Sink of 2 Cleared of Dishes
Well, work was stressful today. No more than usual now, but still, enough that eating made me nauseous.
Continue reading “Of Pork and Progress”
13,984 Days Alive
1.24 Pounds of Pulled Pork Made
1 Sink of 2 Cleared of Dishes
Well, work was stressful today. No more than usual now, but still, enough that eating made me nauseous.
Continue reading “Of Pork and Progress”What details of your life could you pay more attention to?
My dudes.
Guys, gals, and outside the binary pals.
Y’all.
I have one of the worst cases of ADHD and I am on the autism spectrum. Fucking most of my life is spent grasping at mental straw while powering through in a meatsuit that was designed with Sysyphus in mind.
I am incessantly in pain. And trying to focus through brain fog and fatigue. And have the attention span of gnat on cocaine at the best of non-hyper focused times.
Genuinely, I try so hard not to be bitter. I strive to be happy, be kind, be loving, be patient. But fuck if I can all the time.
What could I pay more attention to? The insides of my eyelids. I need more rest.
That’s what I’m off to do.
Take your meds, folks.
13,974 Days Alive
2.5 Hours and Counting Sitting in Uncomfortable Emergency Room Waiting Room Chairs
1 Diet Mountain Dew
Ugh. Tonight did not go to plan. I’m helping a roommate out, giving him a lift to the ER of the hospital I work at.
Continue reading “Of Headaches and Hurting”13,956 Days Alive
2,031 Posts on PostmarkWonderland
7 Minutes of Being Yelled At
4 Breadsticks Eaten with Alfredo Sauce
1 LinkTree Created
Today was… a day. Difficult and dramatic and frustrating.
Continue reading “Of Lists and Laughter”13,944 Days Alive
$75 for Insulin
4 Insulin Pens
J is coming! They’re almost here. I’m so excited.
We’re talking on the phone now while she’s driving in from Ohio.
I’m going to go read and chat with her more.
Take your meds, folks.
13,942 Days Alive
2 More Days Till Payday
1 Load of Laundry Done
Well, there was some serious fuckery with the doctor’s office, but I got it handled.
Continue reading “Of Baldur’s Gate and Balking”13,941 Days Alive
4 Months Without Insulin Approval from My Health Insurance
I’m frustrated with the American healthcare system. It’s so broken. And I’m trying to keep my chin up, but damn is it hard.
I really don’t have more words in me right now. I hope my friends and family in Florida get through the hurricane safely and that tomorrow is a better day than today.
Take your meds, folks.
13,929 Days Alive
259 Base Stitches in Mellon’s Mosaic Blanket
3 Doses of DayQuil Taken
Still under the weather. But got to spend some quality time with Mellon tonight playing Warhammer: Chaos Bane. It was fun!
Continue reading “Of Weather and Warhammer”What’s the most money you’ve ever spent on a meal? Was it worth it?
Mellon and I went out for Korean bbq one time to this amazing local joint called Seoul Garden. It was amazing, but almost two hundred bucks.
I’d go back, because it was a fantastic experience, and delicious.
13,920 Days Alive
55 Oracle Cards to Be Plotted
1 Amazing Chili for Dinner
Well, my hair is still the wrong color. I’m exhausted. And I have a headache.
Continue reading “Of Runic and Ruminating”13,919 Days Alive
25 Minutes for Color Processing
1 New Hair Color on My Head
Well, it’s still not what I was going for, but yay new hair color, I guess.
Continue reading “Of Orange and Ostentatiousness”13,915 Days Alive
I’ve had this migraine since Tuesday. It’s going down my shoulders. It’s a literal pain.
Continue reading “Of Socializing and Shoulders”13,906 Days Alive
3.25 Cups of Chicken Stock
1 Pound of Mushrooms
So, I really need to get to bed. But I made mushroom and onion soup and Caesar salad for dinner. It was delicious and took less than an hour.
Now, I overslept by an hour today, so I’m going to bed now.
Take your meds, folks.