Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.
14,138 Days Alive
31 Repeats into Reffie’s Mama’s Blanket
1 2lb Pork Loin in the Oven
I’m crocheting for the next half hour while the one and done step pork loin cooks for the first half our in our oven.
Continue reading “Of Pork and Pastimes”
14,118 Days Alive
I’ve used up all my spoons. I made dinner, did three loads of laundry, and did some cleaning. Now I’m off to knit on a Doctor Who scarf for Aunt Donna.
Take your meds, folks.
14,100 Days Alive
2 Slices of Pizza for Dinner
Today was a nice, easy day. For which I’m grateful as I feel wretched physically.
Continue reading “Of Shouting and Sausage Pizza”
14,096 Days Alive
6,733 Words Written So Far This Year
1 Newly Discovered Sibling!
I’m in a Mood tonight. Just don’t want to exist even though yesterday was an amazing day in which I found out I have another sibling!
Continue reading “Of Funk and Family”
14,077 Days Alive
2 Hours Playing Guild Wars 2 With Mellon
1 Burrito Eaten for Dinner
It is currently our first winter storm. Lots of snow tonight.
Continue reading “Of Snow and Salsa”
14,067 Days Alive
419 of 100 Words Written
3 Chicken Breasts Diced
2 Days in A Row Writing
1 Zero Sugar Mountain Dew Consumed
So, I wanted to write at least 100 words a day for every weekday in 2024. So far, so good.
Continue reading “Of Chicken Alfredo and Conquering”
14,059 Days Alive
5+ Hours in the Car with Mellon
1 New Stuffie Owl from Mellon
Oh boy. Today has been an adventure from about two p.m. onward.
Continue reading “Christmas Day 2023”
14,050 Days Alive
6 Hours at Pathfinder
2 Delicious Cheese Enchiladas Eaten
1 Chapter of The Witching Year Read
I’m exhausted and have a long day planned tomorrow so I’ll be brief.
Continue reading “Of Presents and Presence”
14,018 Days Alive
22 Days Till My Trip
12 Days Feeling Unwell
1 Mild Ear Infection
Yesterday was the New Moon. I didn’t do anything for it.
Continue reading “Of Moons and Misery”
14,007 Days Alive
3 Slices of Pizza Eaten for Dinner
I’m four thousand words behind in NaNoWriMo already this year. I’m not too worried as I usually write a lot on the weekends.
Continue reading “Of Pizza and Pop”What details of your life could you pay more attention to?
My dudes.
Guys, gals, and outside the binary pals.
Y’all.
I have one of the worst cases of ADHD and I am on the autism spectrum. Fucking most of my life is spent grasping at mental straw while powering through in a meatsuit that was designed with Sysyphus in mind.
I am incessantly in pain. And trying to focus through brain fog and fatigue. And have the attention span of gnat on cocaine at the best of non-hyper focused times.
Genuinely, I try so hard not to be bitter. I strive to be happy, be kind, be loving, be patient. But fuck if I can all the time.
What could I pay more attention to? The insides of my eyelids. I need more rest.
That’s what I’m off to do.
Take your meds, folks.
13,974 Days Alive
2.5 Hours and Counting Sitting in Uncomfortable Emergency Room Waiting Room Chairs
1 Diet Mountain Dew
Ugh. Tonight did not go to plan. I’m helping a roommate out, giving him a lift to the ER of the hospital I work at.
Continue reading “Of Headaches and Hurting”
13,966 Days Alive
38 Days Till Halloween
1 Unfortunately Restarted Project
Happiest of holidays to all! Joyous Mabon, happy Autumnal Equinox, and if naught else, happy Saturday!
Continue reading “Of Coraline and Caron Cakes”
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