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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Of Unspoken Words and Umbrage

September 16, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,691 Days Alive

I am exhausted and overwhelmed and fucking drowning.

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Of Color and Classwork

September 14, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,689 Days Alive

17 Minutes of a Close Call

I published/uploaded my final assignment for this week seventeen minutes before it was due. Forty-five freaking minutes were spent fighting with pivot tables. Ugh.

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Of Lie Ins and Laid Off

September 13, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,688 Days Alive

80+ Job Applications Put In

$23.00 Spent on 26 Sliced, Freshly Made Donuts and Two Tubs of Whipped Cream Cheese

3 Cat Treats Stolen from Spock By Benny

1 Gradual Reduction of Shock

I think I’m ready to talk about what happened on Thursday. Prefacing with I am physically fine, I am mentally, emotionally, and fiscally fucked.

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Of Applications and Aggravations

September 7, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,682 Days Alive

2,134 Days Straight on Duolingo

65+ Job Applications Out in Less than Five Weeks

3 Hours Spent Searching for a Template that No Longer Exists

1 Full Moon

Oh my goodness. I have been a busy, busy person today!

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Of Full Moons and Frustration

September 6, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,681 Days Alive

15 Applications Put in Today

2 Discussion Board Posts

I am having a very bad pain day. I almost titled this “Frustration and Fuckery”, but went with something a little more PG.

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Of Workload and Wishes

September 5, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,680 Days Alive

5 Different Bottles of Herb-Infused Anointing Oil to Make Before the Full Moon on Sunday

4 Candle Sigils to Draft Before the Full Moon on Sunday

I feel very stretched thin. Relaxing feels pretty much absolutely impossible for me right now.

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Of Ravioli and Ranting

September 3, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,678 Days Alive

2,131 Days Straight on Duolingo

4 Days till the Full Moon

2 Discussion Board Posts

Tonight was a freezer meal night. Once I got home from work and settled in a bit, Imade cheese ravioli with Alfredo sauce and some garlic bread for dinner tonight. simple, filling, and cheap.

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Of Rugs and Rest

September 1, 2025September 2, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,676 Days Alive

13 Skeins of Yarn Pulled from the Stash

I am not as tired as I could be. With it being Labor Day, In had today off! That was nice, as I was up past three a.m. cleaning, sorting, purging, and organizing my belongings.

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Of Aches and Awakening

August 28, 2025September 2, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,672 Days Alive

435 of 435 Pages To Go In The Awakening

5 Rows into the C2C Baby Blanket I’m Currently Making

I am so ready for this upcoming three day weekend. The Full Moon isn’t until September 7th, but I am hoping that I am able to manifest a great deal of positive change before then.

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Of Altars and A Lot of Yarn

August 24, 2025August 25, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,668 Days Alive

2,121 Days Straight on Duolingo

Lucian and I spent a good two and a half hours this evening going through the massive amount of acrylic yarn that I have acquired over the years. I’m talking stuff from before my marriage to Stephanie in 2017.

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Of Bookshelves and Bedframes

August 22, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,666 Days Alive

3 Egg Rolls Eaten

1 Still Yet to be Built Bedframe

I did not have a good day… week… month? August has been fucking rough. I’m just tired. And whomever lives above us is blasting their television. Ugh.

I am going to bed.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Housework and Hot Dogs

August 16, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,660 Days Alive

2 Chicago Style Hot Dogs Eaten

I am starting to try and get my room in order this weekend. I hope to build the bookcases and my altar tomorrow during daylight hours.

For now, it is time to sleep.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Reconnecting and Rest

August 14, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,658 Days Alive

2 Hours Spent Accidentally Napping

1 More Day Till Payday

I went home from work with a pretty bad headache today. I’m stressed because Nina is off tomorrow. My boss, Sarah, will be in-office.

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