Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.
14,289 Days Alive
12+ Hours of Sleep
5 Slices of Pork Loin Eaten
1 Restful Sunday
I slept the day away today. Just tired of pain and my cycle zapping what little energy I have most days.
Continue reading “Of Seasoning and Sleep”
14,286 Days Alive
9 Hour Workday Today
1 Still Cracked Tooth
I have yet to find a dentist that takes my dental insurance. It’s hella fucking annoying.
Continue reading “Of Cracks and Cuddles”
14,283 Days Alive
2 Slices of Pizza Eaten
Today was a day. Not good, not bad, just was.
And that’s all I’ve got today.
Take your meds, folks.
14,278 Days Alive
592 Job Applications Put In
4 Interviews Attended
I’m trying so hard to keep going. But I’m so very tired.
I can at least make it to Friday. I can do that.
Spite don’t fail me now.
14,272 Days Alive
2 Garlic Bread Grilled Cheese Sandwiches Eaten
I did not feel like cooking this evening. Not proper cooking at least, with meat and veggies and a side. So I made a half dozen grilled cheese sandwiches for Dustin, Mac, and I.
Continue reading “Of Gremlins and Grilled Cheese”
14,271 Days Alive
6 AM Wakeup Call
I am utterly spent today. Worked through lunch and stayed late.
I’m just going to crawl under my weighted blanket and pass out.
Take your meds, folks.
14,265 Days Alive
1 Failed Interview
I am utterly exhausted.
Continue reading “Of Friends and Frumpiness”
14,262 Days Alive
I am stupidly depressed right now. I’ve no idea why, but literally I feel like I’m too depressed to function properly. I don’t want to eat. I’m forcing myself to hydrate.
Continue reading “Of Oreos and Organization”
14,261 Days Alive
4 Mint Oreos Eaten
I am not doing great. We went grocery shopping today and I just… got slammed with a wave of grief.
Continue reading “Of Groceries and Grief”
14,258 Days Alive
6 Bulgogi Beef Mandu Eaten
1 Very Long Day
I’ve been reading a lot lately. Using my Kindle Unlimited subscription for the best reasons. Smut, happily ever after, small town and somehow Canadian stories I can devour in a day and a half.
Continue reading “Of Spicy Stories and Sriracha Mayo”
14,217 Days Alive
1 Movie Watched with my Roommates
We watched Abigail today. Hella fun, campy but twisted movie. 9/10 for sure.
Continue reading “Of Hard Drives and Headaches”
14,242 Days Alive
4 Rounds Completed on the Round Ripple
3 Days Till My 39th Birthday
2 Insulin Shots Given to Spock
1 Very Greasy Burger Eaten
I’m emotionally exhausted this evening.
Continue reading “Of Grease and Gratitude”
14,223 Days Alive
3 Slices of Pizza Eaten
1 Book Started and Finished Today
I am feeling… quite terrible. I don’t know why. So I turned to an old comfort mechanism: reading.
Continue reading “Of Pages and Pizza”
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