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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Of Chinese Food and Cookies

April 9, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,067 Days Alive

24 Banana Bread Cookies Made

4 Egg Rolls Eaten

2 Orders of a Chinese Takeout

Today was super stressful at work, so I turned to an old solace after work: the kitchen.

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Of Burgers and Burnout

April 8, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,066 Days Alive

Fen made these delicious bacon-topped burgers for us tonight. They were delicious with a small salad and some sweet potato fries.

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Of Writing and Wednesdays

April 7, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,065 Days Alive

It seems another day of technical difficulties. Work went well for the first bit, but then I had a massive panic attack and wasted half my lunch break in distress.

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Of Medicine and Malfunctioning Technologies

April 5, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,063 Days Alive

3 New Diagnoses

2 Adjustments to Medication

1 Doctor Appointment

Today was… a train wreck. I didn’t finish anything that I wanted to at work, barely got to touch my calls. I’m so frustrated. The system kept going down today and it just killed my ability to get things done.

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Of Chipotle and Catharsis

March 29, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,056 Days Alive

I am not up to this tonight. I’m upset and stressed and just… not up to it. I’m going to go meditate.

Take your meds, folks; and hug your loved ones as often as you can.

Of Books and Bluster

March 28, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,055 Days Alive

1,000+ Entries Written Since PostmarkWonderland’s Inception

87 Days into 2021

7 Books Behind Schedule

5 of 52 Books Read for 2021

Today has been a long day. I woke up, out of habit, at six a.m., as if to feed the dear Mister Spock. But I was able to go back to sleep for about ninety minutes, so I got another sleep cycle in.

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Of Travel and Terraforming Mars

March 27, 2021March 27, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,054 Days Alive

So today is another day where I spent most of my morning in transit to J’s place.

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Of Dinner and Drawing

March 26, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,053 Days Alive

4 Slices of Frozen Pizza

I’m exhausted. Today was a super stressful day at work and while I managed to get done most of what I needed to do, I still feel like I fell short.

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Of Anger and Acceptance

March 25, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,052 Days Alive

So I’ve been doing some research. And I’m livid. Not mad, not pissed off, fucking livid. Because this new diagnosis? It basically means that I’m fucking broken due to trauma experienced in my past.

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Of Distress and Diagnosis

March 24, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,051 Days Alive

So not only did I wake up around two a.m. violently ill, I also had a telehealth doctor appointment today. And I have a new diagnosis.

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Of Sweet Potato Fries and Sleep Deprivation

March 22, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,049 Days Alive

45 Minute Nap on Lunch Break

3 Hours of Sleep

1.5 Burgers Eaten

I hate the “sleep aid” I’ve been prescribed. It takes forever to fall asleep. Then, I sleep anywhere between one and a half and three hours and then I’m up for the rest of the night.

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Of Chimichangas and Crafting

March 19, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,046 Days Alive

I actually did something artsy today! Fen got a new crafting toy and we were both playing with it.

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Of Time and Triggers

March 17, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,046 Days Alive

This ain’t a happy one, y’all. I am about to discuss sexual assault. Might wanna skip this one.

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