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Category: Panic Attack

Of Potatoes and Problems

April 22, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,447 Days Alive

1,300 Days Straight on PostmarkWonderland

Today was… rough. Ended well, though.

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Of Hugs and Headaches

April 19, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,444 Days Alive

40 Minute Nap at my Desk on Lunch

1 Massive Headache

I doted on Spock this evening. Gave him wet food and some treats. I’m worried about him.

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Of Exhaustion and Excedrin

April 18, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,443 Days Alive

I don’t have good words today. I’m in fucking agony.

I’m going to bed early in self defense.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Trying and Tarot

April 14, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,439 Days Alive

I really don’t have much to say tonight.

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Of Crying and Care

April 13, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,438 Days Alive

I spent most of today miserable. Snuck off to cry more than once.

I literally can’t get into why right now, but sufficiently stated: I am under a lot of stress right now.

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Of Perseverance and Patience

April 11, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,436 Days Alive

950 Days Straight on Duolingo

145 Applications

48 Rejections

5 Interviews

I am tired. See above as to why. I feel like I’ve been hit by a truck physically and emotionally.

I’m going to bed.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Andouille and Anxiety

April 8, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,433 Days Alive

My anxiety is stuck at a ten. I don’t know why but it’s making my head hurt.

I’m going to bed.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Stress and Sweets

April 6, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,431 Days Alive

Two days till payday. It’s a check that is light almost four hundred dollars due to illness, so that sucks.

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Of Acceptance and Acting Out

April 4, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,429 Days Alive

943 Days Straight on Duolingo

Spock is misbehaving in little ways, again. Knocking his food bowl over, nesting where he shouldn’t, using my butt as a pair of bongos when jumping from the window to the bed. Ugh.

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Of Cars and Cookies

March 31, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

13,425 Days Alive

I’m starting to think that the universe is testing me. What the test is, I’m not sure. But I am also positive I’m passing it so far.

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Of Brownies and Bothersome

March 28, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,422 Days Alive

I really am craving chocolate. I’m currently suffering through the latest round of getting run over by my menstrual cycle. It sucks.

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Of Rows and Rumblings

March 17, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,411 Days Alive

4 Rows Crocheted on the Current WIP

1 Video Chat

It’s nearly the weekend and, gods, could I not be more grateful.

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Of Wednesday and Weirdness

March 16, 2022March 16, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,410 Days Alive

Today was an off-kilter day. My stomach still hurts. Work is driving me up a wall.

I’m going to bed in self-defense.

Take your meds, folks.

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