13,966 Days Alive
38 Days Till Halloween
1 Unfortunately Restarted Project
Happiest of holidays to all! Joyous Mabon, happy Autumnal Equinox, and if naught else, happy Saturday!
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13,966 Days Alive
38 Days Till Halloween
1 Unfortunately Restarted Project
Happiest of holidays to all! Joyous Mabon, happy Autumnal Equinox, and if naught else, happy Saturday!
Continue reading “Of Coraline and Caron Cakes”Which topics would you like to be more informed about?
Honestly? My own diagnoses, that’s what I’d like to be more informed about.
I don’t know much about diabetes other than “sugar/carbs BAD”. I know Metformin helps my blood sugar, so does my basaglar. But I don’t know more than that. And every time I ask, I get referred to an endocrinologist that turns out to be some sort of shitheel.
I don’t know that much about fibromyalgia except that pregabalin helps me function at a three to five, usually, on the pain scale rather than a seven to nine. I know I still hurt.
I know I’m likely going to need new knees at some point, for they’ve been bad since I was a teenager.
I want to know more about Autism Spectrum Disorder, beyond people trying to fix me.
And don’t get me started on my bipolar. No one, none of my providers, have done anything but throw medication at the problem (read: me), and suggest therapy. Except I can’t find an affordable, in-network therapist that is queer/asexually friendly.
My most recent attempt at therapy cost me $65 for half an hour, and I was told to medicate to fix my “low libido issue”. Fuck off with that.
Ugh. I guess I’ll be googling stuff in the near future.
13,959 Days Alive
277.5 Miles Travelled Today
88 Damage on a Crit Roll
3 Sesame Balls Eaten
1 Grand Adventure with my Darling Mellon
Date day, this morning, kicked off about an hour after it was supposed to. We both slept in till almost eight. We were trying to be on the road sometime after seven thirty.
Continue reading “Of Conveyor Belts and Consumption of Cheetos”13,956 Days Alive
2,031 Posts on PostmarkWonderland
7 Minutes of Being Yelled At
4 Breadsticks Eaten with Alfredo Sauce
1 LinkTree Created
Today was… a day. Difficult and dramatic and frustrating.
Continue reading “Of Lists and Laughter”13,953 Days Alive
9 Spooky Season Cards Made
1 Nap Needed, But Not Taken
I went over to Tina’s place today to make cards. It was a lot of fun. But I really should have eaten or something before I went. Or during. I ate after, at least.
Continue reading “Of Cardstock and Cackles”13,952 Days Alive
9,253 Books To Read
30 Someodd Spooky Cards to Make
1 Planned Project Tomorrow
I’m going to hang out with Tina tomorrow and make spooky cards! I’m super excited.
Continue reading “Of Deities and Downloads”Why do you blog?
Well, I’ll be honest.
This blog started as me ranting, being pissed off and angry and a whole bunch of other emotions, at being diagnosed bipolar. But I realized, slowly, that it wasn’t an emotional death sentence.
I’m still me. I’m just me with a label.
13,944 Days Alive
$75 for Insulin
4 Insulin Pens
J is coming! They’re almost here. I’m so excited.
We’re talking on the phone now while she’s driving in from Ohio.
I’m going to go read and chat with her more.
Take your meds, folks.
13,942 Days Alive
2 More Days Till Payday
1 Load of Laundry Done
Well, there was some serious fuckery with the doctor’s office, but I got it handled.
Continue reading “Of Baldur’s Gate and Balking”13,941 Days Alive
4 Months Without Insulin Approval from My Health Insurance
I’m frustrated with the American healthcare system. It’s so broken. And I’m trying to keep my chin up, but damn is it hard.
I really don’t have more words in me right now. I hope my friends and family in Florida get through the hurricane safely and that tomorrow is a better day than today.
Take your meds, folks.
13,932 Days Alive
$10.94 Spent on a Salad
I skipped dinner this evening. My stomach is kind of upset for some reason, though all I’ve had today is a fairly moderate-sized salad with blue cheese dressing.
Continue reading “Of Salads and Sunday”13,929 Days Alive
259 Base Stitches in Mellon’s Mosaic Blanket
3 Doses of DayQuil Taken
Still under the weather. But got to spend some quality time with Mellon tonight playing Warhammer: Chaos Bane. It was fun!
Continue reading “Of Weather and Warhammer”13,928 Days Alive
2 Sick Days
I’m exhausted. I’ve been sick for a few days. Mellon has been super supportive. But now, I’m going the hell to bed.
Take your meds, folks.