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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Tag: Depression

Of Beetlejuce and Bookwork

May 25, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,576 Days Alive

2,033 Days Straight on Duolingo

I don’t have work tomorrow! Woo hoo!

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Of Bagels and Bruises

May 24, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,575 Days Alive

5 People Attended Crocheting and Coffee Today

2 Mini Tubs of Plain Cream Cheese Used

I finally got my everything bagel this morning! I am pleased.

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Of Hot Sauce and Hope

May 24, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,574 Days Alive

10 Hot Buffalo Boneless Wings

7th Delay in Annual Review

3 Day Weekend

2 Hours Playing Baldur’s Gate 3 With Mac

I took Mac out to dinner tonight. We were aiming for Buffalo Wild Wings, but ended up at Wong’s Etc. I got my grown up chicken nuggies, so I am happy.

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Of Pushing and Plum Hair Color

May 22, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,573 Days Alive

53 Minutes In Therapy

I am not having a great week. It hasn’t been awful, but it’s not been fun.

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Of Countdowns and Candy

May 20, 2025May 21, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,572 Days Alive

2,028 Days Straight on Duolingo

39 Days Till my 40th Birthday!

Did you know a serving of Red Hots is 25 pieces? I did, because I check the box. I ate 2/5ths of a serving after finishing my tasks for the evening. And for those caramel-inclined, a serving of Milk Duds is ten pieces, but five is what I usually eat.

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Of Tensions and Tortellini

May 19, 2025May 21, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,571 Days Alive

9 Video Lectures Watched

2.5 Pieces of Garlic Bread Eaten

1 Dinner I Didn’t Have to Make

I didn’t make dinner tonight!!! I’m so happy. I love cooking, don’t get me wrong, but Mac hasn’t made dinner yet this YEAR and I’m a little burnt out. Dustin made dinner for us and it was awesome.

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Of Chili and Confections

May 18, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,570 Days Alive

2,026 Days Straight on Duolingo

1 Massive Pot of Turkey Chili Made

I finished my homework before eight pm today. I am rather proud of myself for it.

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Of Struggles and Shower Chairs

May 17, 2025May 21, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,569 Days Alive

42 Days till my 40th Birthday

5.5 Lectures to Finish Listening To

I am on the mental struggle bus today. No focus, having to re-watch all of my lectures from earlier this week to try and do the assignments.

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Of Schoolwork and Sleepy Kitty

May 14, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,566 Days Alive

2.5 Hours of Sleep Last Night

2 Discussion Board Posts Completed

1 Meal Skipped

Oh my goodness am I so glad today is over with. I am utterly exhausted. I didn’t fall asleep until after four a.m. this morning.

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Of Candles and Cupcakes

May 12, 2025May 13, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,564 Days Alive

2,021 Days Straight on Duolingo

9 Minutes 56 Second on Hold to Speak With My Academic Advisor

3rd Week of My Second Term

0 Cupcakes Eaten This Week

I’ve got overtime I have to do all this week. It is absolutely exhausting.

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Of Dawnsbury Days and Desiderata

May 9, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,561 Days Alive

Played a game on Steam with Mac. Super tired. Just trying to keep my head above water.

Strive to be happy was the line I said was my goal for the year. I’m still striving.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Damnit All and Disappointment

May 6, 2025May 6, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,558 Days Alive

93.6% In My Claims Cycles Class

3 Days Till Payday

2 Bowls of Turkey Chili Eaten

–$26.11 in the Bank Till Friday

Well, fuck. I don’t often overdraft myself. But apparently. I have to rock being in the red until Friday because something pulled out when it shouldn’t have.

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Of Lingering Pain and Light Sources

May 3, 2025May 4, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,555 Days Alive

2,012 Days Straight on Duolingo

5.5 Lectures to Finish Before Midnight Tomorrow

1 New Study-Scented Candle Needed

The photo tonight is my desk setup for studying. Not the full thing, as I’d practically need to take a panoramic for the full L-shaped desk to be revealed.

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