15,076 Days Alive
Short entry tonight as I am still neck-deep in a fibromyalgia flare because of my trip.
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15,076 Days Alive
Short entry tonight as I am still neck-deep in a fibromyalgia flare because of my trip.
Continue reading “Of Colors and Compensating”15,075 Days Alive
77 Job Applications Put in on Indeed
1 Accidental Nap
I knew the travel day would take it out of me, but oh my gods was I so tired today. I ended up crashing on the couch accidentally.
Continue reading “Of Recovery and Reapplying”31,836 Feet in the Air
15,074 Days Alive
1,011 Miles Flown Today
1 Very Turbulent Flight
My trip to Florida ended today. I’m actually typing this draft up at 10,000 feet or something. But the ride is a little bumpier than I would normally care for; but since we’re flying through a bit of weather over Tampa right now, I suppose that’s tolerable. I just wish the dips that make my stomach drop like I’m on a roller coaster laid off a bit. There should be a beverage or something coming around as soon as the weather lets up. Yay for free food! Even if it’s just a tiny, anemic bag of pretzel twists.
The visit itself went well. I flew in through Midway to Orlando International. And then I got to stay at Mal’s and Bubbles’ place. It was great seeing the niblings. I used to call them something else here, but they are definitely growing into their own people. The eldest nibling is seven years old and reminds me a bit of an old, Transatlantic accented actress. Makes me want to rename her Moxie or something. I think I shall. The younger nibling is a sweet, probably neurospicy six-year-old who rolls her eyes like it’s an Olympic sport. Not sure what I referred to her as previously, but I think she is now going to be Dulcie. She is sweet, but can be a lot in large doses. They both can be, but they don’t meant any true menace behind it.
Ooof, this turbulance is making me mildly nauseated. Thankfully, I haven’t eaten recently. I had a bite with Mal on the way into the airport back at like… three p.m. But it’s after eight pm now. I had a Diet Mountain Dew at the airport terminal. It cost me $2.75 for a damned single poptart pack, s’mores of course. And double that for the pop! I hate airport prices.
I feel bad for being tired out so easily this weekend. There were two or three moments where I just legit had to step away because I was very overstimulated. Again, it wasn’t anything more than the niblings being kids, but I am so much older than the teenager that ran herd on half the damned homeless shelters’ kids. I did get to draw and color with Moxie and Dulcie. Moxie in particular has an interest in learning how to draw. I think I may send her some art supplies for the winter holiday. Dulcie likes shiny things, science, and echoing others. I might send them a rock tumbler to share or an activity bucket for each of them. Moxie might like digging in the sand buckets in particular.
This, of course, is all assuming that I find gainful employment again here soon. I dislike being unemployed. I am going to register at a local employment agency sometime this week, see if that helps. I also have a few leads to chase from Indeed. What with 75 applications put in, I was hoping for more of a response from some of the prospective employers. But I have gotten a nibble from a law office about 20 minutes away from the Parliment of Chaos. A close commute is important to me with gas prices kissing the underside of $5.00 a few times in the last weeks.
And… more turbulance is expected, I think, since the lovely flight attendants aren’t serving beverages just yet. That’s okay though. I am delighted that I have lost enough weight that I am actually able to use the damned tray table on the flight. So I’ll get some writing done, even if it is ‘only’ a blog entry. I could be working on my novel, but my brain is more focused on the micro adjustments of trying to sit up straight on a flying plane. It’s like the highway, but a million times worse. Mmm, perhaps worse is not the proper word. More intense would be more accurate. And even more turbulance hit. Pattern recognition can be a boon just as often as a curse, I suppose.
Owl and I are doing well. She’s so damn smart and challenges me to be a better person. She’s also a fantastic cuddler and makes me smile when I think of her. She’s sassy, sure, but nowhere near the cruelty of the hexwife. Sarcasm is a definite love language with Owl, but she is also fantastically kind and brutally honest, but has candor and tact as well. So she doesn’t say a whole lot from a place of anger or malice that I have experienced over the years knowing her. Almost seven years, I think? If my math is right. It’s not like I can log back into my long-defunct OKCupid account. I don’t even know what email it would have been tied to, what with me making it back in 2006!
Flying is still not my preferred mode of transport. Trains are. Always have been, even as a child growing up in Chicago and in the suburbs where the Metra and Amtrak ran.
I started re-talking with a new friend and potential date mate fairly recently. We had talked intially a month or two ago, but both of us had life run us over in more ways than one. So we took a break to get our respective heads on straight. His name is Bear; he’s complicated but hilarious and I really enjoy talking with him. We shall see how that develops.
I cannot wait to get home. The damn turbulance is killing me and my stomach. My poor seatmate to my left had a Chipotle burrito bowl that she hasn’t been able to crack open this entire flight because of all the turbulance giving us a ride.
We’re beginning our final descent now, so I suppose I shall sign off for now. Maybe I can get back into the habit of writing on a more regular basis again. Daily is the hope, but even once a week is a good thing.
Take your meds, folks.
15,046 Days Alive
47 Minutes Spent Cleaning Up My Room with Owl as my Body Double
22 Days to Finish the Surprise Daisy Cardigan for Grandma Gator
22 Days Until My Commencement Trip
11/38 Daisy Motifs Made
2 Packets of Garlic and Herb Tuna Eaten for Dinner that Benny the Cat Tried to Help Me Eat
Drove the 144 miles from Owl’s place in Illinois back to Madison today. Only a few more weeks and I’ll be living there full time. The same amount of time until my commencement trip.
Continue reading “Of Travel and Tuna Breath”15,034 Days Alive
138 Miles to Drive from Work to the Parliament of Chaos
9 Tim Burton Comfort Films Watched in the Last Month
4 Specific Movies to Watch Planned (9 to 5, Clue, Steel Magnolias, and Muppet Treasure Island)
2 Days Until I Travel to the Parliament of Chaos Again
1 Crying Fit at 5am…Again
Life sure is life-ing again. It’s been a month since my last entry. I was trying to get back into the daily habit of blogging but seem to have, at least temporarily, failed.
Continue reading “Of Untimely Demises and Unbearable Weight”14,958 Days Alive
66 Days Since My Last Post
4 Migraines in That Time Period
1 New Romantic Partner
I had stepped away from Postmark Wonderland, intending to take a day or two break from posting. That was two months ago.
Continue reading “Of Procrastination and Perfect Times”14,757 Days Alive
36 Peanut Butter Chocolate Chip Cookies Made
18 Ounces of Peanut Butter
1 Cookie Eaten
Son of a bitch. Guess who forgot to hit post again?
I have a social event tomorrow morning in the form of meeting up with L at the local AMC Theater to go see a matinee showing of Brendan Fraser’s new film, Rental Family. I am super excited about it!
Continue reading “Of Recipes and Rest”14,734 Days Alive
5 Hours of Sleep
11 Subpoenas Drafted for Work
1 Possible Contract Job
Today was one of those days where I stayed up far too late last night. I mean, I was still awake at 6:27 AM. And I don’t know why. I just couldn’t get my brain to shut off.
Continue reading “Of Gwenders and Grumpiness”14,697 Days Alive
65 Minutes Spent on my Phone Interview
2 Day Headache
Apparently, The Rapture is happening tomorrow. I also have to get my flu shot before my insurance lapses at the end of the month, and I am on the hunt for another bookshelf for us to start putting together the family library in the living room.
Continue reading “Of Money and Mac & Cheese”14,689 Days Alive
17 Minutes of a Close Call
I published/uploaded my final assignment for this week seventeen minutes before it was due. Forty-five freaking minutes were spent fighting with pivot tables. Ugh.
Continue reading “Of Color and Classwork”14,684 Days Alive
8 Hours, 50 Minutes Working By Myself
7 More Jobs Applied For
My coworker Nina was out sick today. It was overwhelming.
Tomorrow will be better, right?
Take your meds, folks.
14,682 Days Alive
2,134 Days Straight on Duolingo
65+ Job Applications Out in Less than Five Weeks
3 Hours Spent Searching for a Template that No Longer Exists
1 Full Moon
Oh my goodness. I have been a busy, busy person today!
Continue reading “Of Applications and Aggravations”14,681 Days Alive
15 Applications Put in Today
2 Discussion Board Posts
I am having a very bad pain day. I almost titled this “Frustration and Fuckery”, but went with something a little more PG.
Continue reading “Of Full Moons and Frustration”