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Tag: Nightmares

Of Matilda and Mid-day Nightmares

May 28, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,848 Days Alive

2 Rows Crocheted

I had a pair of awful nightmares today. This morning, it was all about my father, M.R, who came back from the dead only to die again.

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Of Dreams and Diablo 3

October 29, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,638 Days Alive

2 Days Till NaNoWriMo Starts

1 Bag of Goldfish Crackers Gifted to Me

Had nothing but nightmares last night. Not shocked, but also quite… distressed.

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Of Tomatoes and Talent

October 26, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,635 Days Alive

5 Days Till NaNoWriMo Starts

I had Sean Michael and Pinny over for the afternoon today.

I am exhausted from it.

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Of Working and Wednesday

May 11, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,466 Days Alive

I am utterly exhausted. But despite going to bed an hour ago, I’ve not been able to fall asleep.

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Of Spirited Away and Shorted

January 31, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,366 Days Alive

2,506 Words in Chapter Five of Crows at the Crossroads

881 Days Straight on Duolingo

I was shorted an item in my meal order this evening. I was annoyed by it, but I know that the staff are likely doing their best while being cropped by shortages and wage fuckery.

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Of Nightmares and Naps

September 8, 2020September 13, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,856 Days Alive

Nightmares suck.

I’m tired. I want a nap.

That’s about all I’ve got today.

Take your meds, folks.

Summer Solstice 2020

June 20, 2020July 26, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,786 Days Alive

Today was Litha. Longest day, shortest night.

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Fondue For Dinner

April 25, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,720 Days Alive

2 Fondue Courses

1 Tired Me

Man, today was exhausting, for no discernible reason. I woke up tired and stayed tired and stayed tired.

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Tuesday

June 18, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,408 Days Alive

Second day at work went well despite being absolutely exhausted. I had endless nightmares last night.

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Sleepyhead Sunday

November 25, 2018 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

Days Alive: 12,203

Naps taken: 2

Iron pills taken: 1

Lessons completed in Duolingo, Spanish: 2

Current NaNoWriMo Wordcount: 27,881

Words Left to Write by Nov 30th: 22,199

I’m sleep deprived. And my iron is likely criminally low again with how I’m feeling.

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Sleep Deprived Saturday

November 17, 2018 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

Days Alive: 12,195

Hours Worked: 5.5

Steps For the Day: 2,083

Sushi Rolls Eaten: 4

Words Written: 0

Crochet Projects Worked On: 1

First weekend shift today. Lot of nightmares last night, so I was exhausted. Like, had to slap my face to stay awake on the drive home exhausted.

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