Tag: Out of Spoons
Of Agony and Acceptance
14,425 Words Written for NaNoWriMo
13,283 Days Alive
14 Hours Awake
2 Chalupas Eaten
I am in fucking agony. All of me hurts and I don’t know why. The weather? My meds need adjustment? The higher power remind me that I can be nerfed from orbit or just betrayed by my own body?
Whatever it is, it’s sucks and I’m curling up with the heating pad and sobbing.
I’ll hydrate once I’m sure I can keep it down.
Take your meds, folks.
Of Haloes and Hope
14,044 Days Alive
997 Days Straight on PostmarkWonderland
661 Days Straight on Duolingo
3 Bouts of Migraine-Induced Vomiting
1 Missed Day of Work
Thank the gods for voice to text and technology in general. I still can’t quite see out of my right eye, because of haloes, but I’m hoping it’s better by morning.
Continue reading “Of Haloes and Hope”Of Exhaustion and Excitement
13,096 Days Alive
4 Days into the New Job
Son of a gun! It helps when one actually remembers to hit “publish” instead of leaving a post in drafts!
I am out of spoons. I spent the day trying to figure out the system at work and my brain is short circuited.
I love my job, but I’m going to bed. I need a hard reset before Friday.
Take your meds, folks!
Of Chipotle and Catharsis
13,056 Days Alive
I am not up to this tonight. I’m upset and stressed and just… not up to it. I’m going to go meditate.
Take your meds, folks; and hug your loved ones as often as you can.
Of Egg Rolls and Exhaustion
13,040 Days Alive
We had Chinese for dinner tonight. And we watched Spirited Away. Well, Fen did. I fell asleep in the chair.
Too tired, tonight. Will write more tomorrow.
Take your meds, folks.
Of Exhaustion and Excuses
13,002 Days Alive
I’m in a shit ton of pain. I’m tired. And I’m cold. I’m going to bed.
Take your meds, folks.
Of Nightmares and Nap
12,906 Days Alive
1 Nap Taken
I feel like I have an anvil on my sinuses because I’m out of allergy medication. I took a nap as soon as I got home from work. And now I’m going back to bed. Take your meds, folks.
What a Wednesday!
12,836 Days Alive
A lot of little things went wrong today at work. It was frustrating.
Continue reading “What a Wednesday!”Terrible Monday
12,834 Days Alive
Today was bad. All around bad. I’m going to bed.
Take your meds, folks.
Fibromyalgia Flare Up
12,807 Days Alive
I’m out of metaphoric spoons, so this will be brief. I’m experiencing a really bad fibro flare up. My entire right side aches like a bitch from head to toe.
I’m going to bed early, tonight, after working a bit more on Cousin Kay’s blanket.
Take your meds, folks.
Tired, Tired Sunday
12,686 Days Alive
1 Book Being Read
I have no spoons tonight. I want to read more of The Rules of Magic, but I’m so tired. I am just going to go to bed.
Take your meds, folks.
Out of Spoons
12,669 Days Alive
I still have a headache.
I’m still anxious about therapy tomorrow.
I’m going to bed.