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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Of Stress and Subtlety

March 3, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,397 Days Alive

A coworker is pissed off at me because, long story short, I asked for help at work when I was falling apart and it fell on her.

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Of Birthdays and Bad Days

March 2, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,396 Days Alive

Today… I’m not sure if it was a good day o a bad day. I didn’t get half of what I wanted to get done accomplished.

I did get my boss’s office decorated for her birthday , at least?

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Of Rest and Recuperation

March 1, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,395 Days Alive

910 Days Straight on Duolingo

1 Mental Health Day Taken

I’m still struggling mentally and emotionally. I’m still absolutely exhausted. But I took the day off today, even without PTO.

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Of Desperation and Depression

February 28, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 2 Comments

13,394 Days Alive

909 Days Straight on Duolingo

I spent forty seven minutes on hold with 211 today. That’s the local suicide prevention hotline. I tried going to a local crisis center but they turned me away and told me to call 211.

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Of Spock and Struggles

February 27, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,393 Days Alive

My dear, sweet baby kitty, the eleven and a half year old Bombay I am parental unit to missed me dearly while I was gone.

How do I know?

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Of Tarot and Trouble

February 26, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,392 Days Alive

I did a tarot reading for J today. They did one for me as well; it’s the image of tonight’s post.

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Of Driving and Dreams

February 25, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,391 Days Alive

I didn’t sleep well again last night. I’m hoping tonight I rest better.

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Of Indigo and Illustrations

February 24, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,390 Days Alive

905 Days Straight on Duolingo

So. I’m going to sketch up my floral sleeve tattoo idea. It gives me another small goal to work towards.

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Of Sims and Struggles

February 23, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

13,389 Days Alive

I’m not having a good day.

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Of Twos and Tacos

February 22, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

13,388 Days Alive

2.5 Hours of Sleep

1 Malfunctioning Body

Today is the twenty-second day of the second month in the year 2022. 22/2/22 if you’re using the non-American date order. Pretty groovy numerological thingie or something.

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Of Misery and Munchies

February 21, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,387 Days Alive

902 Days Straight on Duolingo

1 Crying Jag

I’m in so much pain. I don’t have spoons to be clever or verbose tonight.

I’m going to bed.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Chapters and Crisis

February 20, 2022February 21, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,386 Days Alive

901 Days Straight on Duolingo

5th Chapter Published on Crows at the Crossroads

1 Plate of Homemade Chili Cheese Fries for Dinner

We are… broke. Bills are paid but, much like our short-circuited oven, we are dead broke right now.

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Of Spaghetti and Screw Ups

February 18, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,384 Days Alive

899 Days Straight on Duolingo

1 Screwed Up Dinner

I messed up dinner. There was no saving it. Next time, two jars of sauce or something.

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