What is the biggest challenge you will face in the next six months?
What an odd prompt. Probably something to do with my health as my anemia and vitamin deficiencies have been kicking my ass.
Author: Theodora Vanyar
Writer. Artist. Laughter addict. Queer, Jew-ish, witchy, anxiety riddled, dealing with #BipolarDisorder, and fat. Oxford Comma FOREVER! All else is icing.
Prompt Answer: What Bores Me
What bores you?
Stagnation.
Of Candy Blue and Chinese Food
14,484 Days Alive
$11,693 Owed on the New to Me Car
75 Minute Drive Home in the New to Me Car
2 Egg Rolls Had with Dinner
Well. It has been done. Contract signed, financing secured, down payment made: the blue Ford EcoSport is now mine! She’s a beaut and now I have to figure out her name.
Continue reading “Of Candy Blue and Chinese Food”Of Gear Shifts and Gratitude
14,483 Days Alive
$5,000 Down Payment
90 Minute Drive West Tomorrow
1 New to Me Vehicle
I’m going to buy a used vehicle tomorrow with help from several loved ones.
Continue reading “Of Gear Shifts and Gratitude”Of Frustration and Financial Fuckery
14,482 Days Alive
25% Interest Rate on a a Potential Car Loan
1 Test Drive Taken this Evening
It’s late. I’m tired. I hate car shopping and places that charge the state maximum for interest rates.
I’m going to bed in self-defense.
Take your meds, folks.
Of Collateral and Cars
14,481 Days Alive
2 Vehicles Test Driven
I test drove two cars today: a 2021 Mitsubishi Mirage and a 2020 Ford EcoSport. The Mirage was awful.
Continue reading “Of Collateral and Cars”Prompt Answer: Best Gift Ever Received
Share one of the best gifts you’ve ever received.
The friendship of my chosen family members.
Of Skyrim and Sad Days
63,595 Miles on Sherrinford the Ford Focus
14,479 Days Alive
1 Fond, Tearful Farewell
Well, I said goodbye to my Ford Focus today and returned the rental that my insurance covered for me for three whole days after m car was declared a total loss. Three days.
Continue reading “Of Skyrim and Sad Days”Of Completion and Concern
14,478 Days Alive
2 Inches of Fresh Snowfall
1 Blanket Finished
I’m still terrified everything is going to go wrong. Anxiety sucks.
Continue reading “Of Completion and Concern”Of Morals and Morning Light
14,477 Days Alive
2 Days Till I Return the Rental
1 Level Gained on my Pathfinder Character Moralee Grey Morrowind
I have hope. It means waiting till Tuesday to possibly get a new car, but there is finally hope.
Continue reading “Of Morals and Morning Light”Of Snowfall and Shortfalling
14,476 Days Alive
3,000 Dollars Short on a Car
I don’t know how I’m going to manage a new car.
I’m not okay.
Take your meds, folks.
Prompt Answer: Perspective on Life
How do significant life events or the passage of time influence your perspective on life?
I have lived through four decades now, which is about twenty two more than I thought I’d get when I first attempted suicide. My perspective on life is colored by my experiences; I am working to be happy and survive the current hellscape.
I have been cursed to live in interesting times.
Of Cramps and Cold
14,474 Days Alive
3 Plates of Turkey Nachos Served for Dinner
It’s snowing. I’m cramping. At least I remembered my meds and to call Reffie for their birthday!
I’m for bed.
Take your meds, folks.
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