Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.
14,308 Days Alive
9 Minutes that My Therapist Was Late Today
2 Bowls of Zuppa Toscana Consumed
1 Lingering Headache
Heavy stuff herein. Frank discussion of sexual abuse, rape, and the mental trials of surviving both.
Had therapy today. Talked about a lot of the triggers I had flare up this week with my gynecological appointment.
Continue reading “Of Talk Therapy and Tiramisu”What was the last thing you searched for online? Why were you looking for it?
Honestly, the last thing I googled was if spotting was normal after a Pap smear.
Which is a thing I had done today.
So I’m going to post panic attack crash.
14,304 Days Alive
2 Doctor’s Visits Tomorrow
I’ve been writing again. A lot lately, trying to finish plotting out a story.
Continue reading “Of Pulled Pork and Plotting”
14,300 Days Alive
7 Levels Earned on my Necromancer
1 Temporary Filling
I did it. I went to the dentist this morning at the buttcrack of dawn.
Continue reading “Of Diablo IV and Dearest”
14,299 Days Alive
6am Wake Up Time
1 Dentist Appointment Tomorrow
I’m actively afraid my teeth will end up killing me. I’ve a cracked tooth and have to go to the dentist in the morning.
I’m running on three hours of sleep. Pain sucks.
Take your meds, folks.
14,290 Days Alive
5,088 Words Written on a Star Trek Fanfic I Haven’t Titled Yet
2 Original Characters Important to the Story
Now, let me kick off by saying that 5k was not all written today. It was written over the last week. But still, words are words!
Continue reading “Of Olives and OCs”
14,280 Days Alive
67 Minutes of Initial Therapy Session
1 New Therapist Successfully Met
I’m fried like an over-hard egg straight from the griddle.
Continue reading “Of chips and Coping Mechanisms”
14,279 Days Alive
I have a therapy appointment tomorrow evening. I’m fairly nervous about it.
But I need it, and am grateful to my brother for helping me out and finding the therapist for me.
14,178 Days Alive
$19.98 for 3.75 Lbs of Grapes!!!
4 of 354 Squares Made on Mac’s Mega Blanket
3 Bowls of Ground Beef Bulgogi Served For Dinner
1 Mild Headache
Well. I’ve hit my one year anniversary at my job as of last week. I’m hoping my annual review comes with a raise, no matter how insufficient it may be in comparison to the cost of living.
Continue reading “Of Bitterness and Bulgogi”
14,037 Days Alive
T-Minus 5 Days Till My Trip
1 Load of Laundry Done
0 Bags Packed
Mellon and I got our nails done today! I got red gel polish and they got purple base coat with super sparkles. It was his idea and it wasn’t too expensive.
Continue reading “Of Gel Polish and Going”
13,944 Days Alive
$75 for Insulin
4 Insulin Pens
J is coming! They’re almost here. I’m so excited.
We’re talking on the phone now while she’s driving in from Ohio.
I’m going to go read and chat with her more.
Take your meds, folks.
13,813 Days Alive
7 Days of Pills Prepped
2 Grocery Stores Shopped
4 Meals Planned
I hate doing dishes. I love having a clean sink and silverware to use though, so I’ve been doing them little by little.
But gods did the sink need a good scrubbing.
Continue reading “Of Groceries and Gross”
13,789 Days Alive
2 Vials of Blood Taken
So I had to get some stuff done prior to me getting the official paperwork for the new job. Drug test and all that jazz. As I don’t indulge in anything beyond food, I should be fine.
Continue reading “Of Pizza and Pokes”
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