12,501 Days Alive
I am thoroughly exhausted despite my attempts at a good night’s rest last night. I am crawling into bed and sleeping for as long as possible.
Take your meds, folks.
Almost there…
Category: Depressed
Friday the 13th, 2019
12,495 Days Alive
1 Day Without Vomiting
0 Days Since Crying for No Apparent Reason
I have that screaming loneliness in a crowd feeling again. Like no one wants or needs me around.
Continue reading “Friday the 13th, 2019”On the Road Again
Still 12,489 Days Alive
I really just feel frayed as a broken rope.
Continue reading “On the Road Again”Thoroughly Exhausted Thursday
12,479 Days Alive
While I was on holiday with my Darling Wife in June, I talked about my top five coping mechanisms. I have many, as I need many, but one may surprise you: napping.
Continue reading “Thoroughly Exhausted Thursday”Rainy Friday
Edit: forgot to hit post.
It’s raining and I’m tired. I got to have a meal with my Darling Wife and with Tink, so that’s awesome.
I’m going to crawl into bed.
Pounding Rain and Headache
12,465 Days Alive
I feel as if I’m unnecessary. Continue reading “Pounding Rain and Headache”
Typical Tuesday, I Suppose
12,464 Days Alive
I started watching Good Omens tonight. What a lovely show about the end of the world.
Fried from depression
12,463 Days Alive
1 Day Streak on DuoLingo
Depression has been handing me my ass on a platter as of late. I can’t even get excited bout fandom stuff, or food, or anything. I’m just… numb. Or sad. Continue reading “Fried from depression”
Powered Down Tuesday
12,457 Days Alive
The power went out at three am this morning.
I know because I was still awake.
12,455 Days Alive
8,135 Books to Read
I need more sleep. Or more rest. I can’t quite seem to sleep well.
Overdone Saturday
12,454 Days Alive
2,995 Steps
I’m so tired I’m likely to vomit. I’m going to bed.
Glad for the weekend
12,453 Days Alive
I’m looking forward to sleeping for as long as soon as possible. Continue reading “Glad for the weekend”
So Tired on a Sunday
12,448 Days Alive
8,132 Books to Read
1 Bloody Nose
Today was a weird one.
And I don’t really feel like talking about it.
I think I’m having a really bad depressive experience because all I want to do is sleep and not be in pain.
I’m going to bed.
Take your meds folks.
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