12,454 Days Alive
2,995 Steps
I’m so tired I’m likely to vomit. I’m going to bed.
Overdone Saturday
Category: Depressed
Glad for the weekend
12,453 Days Alive
I’m looking forward to sleeping for as long as soon as possible. Continue reading “Glad for the weekend”
So Tired on a Sunday
12,448 Days Alive
8,132 Books to Read
1 Bloody Nose
Today was a weird one.
And I don’t really feel like talking about it.
I think I’m having a really bad depressive experience because all I want to do is sleep and not be in pain.
I’m going to bed.
Take your meds folks.
Tiring Tuesday
12,443 Days Alive
I got a lot accomplished at work today. But jeeze am I fried. How is it only Tuesday?
Missed Entry: Missing School
Apparently I forgot to post this.
12,439 Days Alive
No Spoons
My brain fog is pretty bad today. I find it a little ironic at times. Why? College.
Fumbled Shuffle
12,431 Days Alive
Zero Spoons
Today is one of those days where I tried to shuffle the cards of my life and just ended up playing fifty one pickup and now I’m searching for the last metaphoric card.
Sunday Crocheting
12,427 Days Alive
8,112 Books to Read
$494.90 Spent On Lyrica
Spent the day napping, crying over cost of meds and in gratitude for my wife, and playing with watercolors and yarn.
The cost of my Lyrica is $500 a month. Out of pocket. Until September.
Fucking wonderful.
Drowning Saturday
12,426 Days Alive
7 Minutes and Counting with Hiccups
2 Cookies Eaten
I need space to be unhappy. To be miserable. My Darling Wife allows me this, as do the friends I hold dear.
Bad Brain Day
12,424 Days Alive
I hate days where I wake up and am disappointed to be alive.
I ate.
I’m still here.
That’s all I’ve got.
Tuesday with a Side of Migraine
12,401 Days Alive
8,071 Ebooks to Read
6 Hits on my newest Fantastic Beasts fanfic
3 Cards Pulled
1 Migraine
Today was not a great day. Woke up with a headache that quickly turned into a left eye haloed migraine. I was at work.
I was allowed to leave once I was safe to drive.
Too anxious
12,400 Days Alive
I had a lovely meal with my cousin Kae this evening. But I still feel absolutely drowning in anxiety.
Sunday Update
12,399 Days Alive
8,065 Ebooks to Read
14 Days Till the Cruise
7 Days Till the New Job
5 Days Till the End of the Current Job
A lot going on for the next fortnight. And I am scraping the bottom of the barrel for the energy for it.
Tarot Tuesday
12,394 Days Alive
8,049 EBooks to Read
3 Cards Pulled
2 Doctor Appointments Tomorrow
1 Anxious Me
Tomorrow is for doctor’s appointments out the wazoo. Okay, only two but I don’t care for them and the one I’m going to see is an unknown male.
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