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Category: Depressed

Chelé and Chocolate

October 6, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,518 Days Alive

1.25 Miles Walked Today

1 Awesome, If Exhausting, Day

I hung out with Chelé today. It was a delightful romp through a land of crafts and shiny things. I even found ruby chocolate for my Darling Wife!

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10-4, Good Buddy!

October 4, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,516 Days Alive

2 Busy Days to Come

1 Girls’ Night Out

We went to Melting Pot this evening for my Darling Wife’s stepsister’s birthday. It was amazing and the perfect wind down from a long, stressful week at work.

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Bad Brain Day

September 25, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,507 Days Alive

1 Flu Shot Obtained

I’m having one of those days where continued existences remains a trial I have to suffer through.

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Almost there…

September 19, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,501 Days Alive

I am thoroughly exhausted despite my attempts at a good night’s rest last night. I am crawling into bed and sleeping for as long as possible.

Take your meds, folks.

Friday the 13th, 2019

September 13, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

12,495 Days Alive

1 Day Without Vomiting

0 Days Since Crying for No Apparent Reason

I have that screaming loneliness in a crowd feeling again. Like no one wants or needs me around.

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On the Road Again

September 8, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

Still 12,489 Days Alive

I really just feel frayed as a broken rope.

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Thoroughly Exhausted Thursday

August 29, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,479 Days Alive

While I was on holiday with my Darling Wife in June, I talked about my top five coping mechanisms. I have many, as I need many, but one may surprise you: napping.

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Rainy Friday

August 16, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

Edit: forgot to hit post.

It’s raining and I’m tired. I got to have a meal with my Darling Wife and with Tink, so that’s awesome.

I’m going to crawl into bed.

Pounding Rain and Headache

August 14, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,465 Days Alive

I feel as if I’m unnecessary. Continue reading “Pounding Rain and Headache” →

Typical Tuesday, I Suppose

August 13, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,464 Days Alive

I started watching Good Omens tonight. What a lovely show about the end of the world.

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Fried from depression

August 12, 2019August 12, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

12,463 Days Alive

1 Day Streak on DuoLingo

Depression has been handing me my ass on a platter as of late. I can’t even get excited bout fandom stuff, or food, or anything. I’m just… numb. Or sad. Continue reading “Fried from depression” →

Powered Down Tuesday

August 6, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,457 Days Alive

The power went out at three am this morning.

I know because I was still awake.

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August 4, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,455 Days Alive

8,135 Books to Read

I need more sleep. Or more rest. I can’t quite seem to sleep well.

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