12,519 Days Alive
I’m having a bad brain day. Not in the traditional sense. I’m just sad as hell.
It’s not even about one particular thing, though the first of his birthdays without the Big Guy, my Daddy, is coming up. It’s… weird without him still. Different and not in a good way.
I feel like I’m failing at work because I’m behind.
I feel like I’m not doing well as a person.
I feel… a lot. I need a hug.
I’m going to bed.
Take your meds, folks.