Sad and Stressed

~ Theodora Vanyar

12,519 Days Alive

I’m having a bad brain day. Not in the traditional sense. I’m just sad as hell.

It’s not even about one particular thing, though the first of his birthdays without the Big Guy, my Daddy, is coming up. It’s… weird without him still. Different and not in a good way.

I feel like I’m failing at work because I’m behind.

I feel like I’m not doing well as a person.

I feel… a lot. I need a hug.

I’m going to bed.

Take your meds, folks.

Published by Theodora Vanyar

Writer. Artist. Laughter addict. Queer, Jew-ish, anxiety riddled, dealing with #BipolarDisorder, and fat. Oxford Comma FOREVER! All else is icing.

One thought on “Sad and Stressed”

  1. Falling behind at work? Girl, that is every day at Choice Legal!! You do what you can, and you don’t take that shit to bed with you. It will be all right.

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