Category: Down the Rabbit Hole

Of Agony and Acceptance

~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,425 Words Written for NaNoWriMo

13,283 Days Alive

14 Hours Awake

2 Chalupas Eaten

I am in fucking agony. All of me hurts and I don’t know why. The weather? My meds need adjustment? The higher power remind me that I can be nerfed from orbit or just betrayed by my own body?

Whatever it is, it’s sucks and I’m curling up with the heating pad and sobbing.

I’ll hydrate once I’m sure I can keep it down.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Words and Worries

~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,275 Days Alive

3,236 Words Written

29 Days To Go in NaNoWriMo

1 Panic Attack

So, I had a panic attack at work today. Super sucked. Basically, there was a meeting of all the legal assistants in workers comp, my division, except for my coworker Nancy and I. I thought I had done something wrong and my brain promptly spiraled into an anxiety attack that I was going to get fired.

It took almost an hour for me to breathe normally again.

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