Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.
12,976 Days Alive
2 Pieces of Naan Eaten
1 Massive Crying Jag
I sat in my car and cried when I got home from work today. I’m so afraid of losing my job. I’m so frustrated that it seems like I’m not getting a second stimulus payment. I’m so tired of being tired again.
Continue reading “Of Fury and Fear”
12,834 Days Alive
Today was bad. All around bad. I’m going to bed.
Take your meds, folks.
12,758 Days Alive
I do t have words for how I am feeling right now. Suffice it to say: Black lives matter.
May their voices be heard over mine in the coming days.
12,757 Days Alive
31 Journal Prompts
What a month, man. What a year. I literally can’t fathom everything that happened in May alone.
I’ll focus on what I can. #BlackLivesMatter, #FuckTrump, and fuck COVID-19.
Continue reading “Self-Love Journal: A Reflection”
12,741 Days Alive
$1,200 Almost Spent
$254.38 Spent at the Veterinary Office
1 Second Opinion on Helena
Today was hellaciously stressful. It started with Spock’s veterinary appointment. He has a dual ear infection, but now he’s up to date on his shots.
Continue reading “Metaphoric Bullet Dodged”
12,729 Days Alive
My day did not at all go to plan and it made me frustrated to the point of tears.
Continue reading “Malcontent on a Monday”
12,526 Days Alive
4 Rows Frogged
1 Tired Me
I’m exhausted and my allergies are acting up. And I’m annoyed.
Continue reading “Annoyed with Allergies”
I’m not in a headspace to celebrate the end of the week. I just want to go stress clean something.
12,283 Days Alive
6,477 Books to Read
2 Back to Back Meetings
1 Failed Slice Of Pie
I’m exhausted. I had PT and OT today and I am absolutely in pain and done with today.
Almost everyone else can bugger off today.
12,282 Days Alive
6,477 Books to Read
3 Episodes of Sabrina Watched
2 Tacos Eaten
1 Cold Front Coming
So. I need to catch up. I’ve been doing great on #FlashFictionFebruary, but I am way behind in all of my reading challenges.
12,271 Days Alive
6,434 Books to Read
4 Crying Jags
2 Cups of Coffee
1 Story Finished for #FlashFictionFebruary
So, I have to be up in less than six hours to go to work, so this will be quick.
12,262 Days Alive
6,177 Books On My Kindle
3 Hours At Walk In Clinic
2 Missed Steps on the Stairs
1 Book Started/Finished This Day
So. Fell down a couple of stairs at work today after trying to brighten someone’s day.
I am in a phenomenal amount of pain.
Days alive: 12,217
Days till I fly to Texas: 2
Night of Hanukkah: 8th
Cats Snuggled in Close Proximity: 3
Things Accomplished Today: Many
Days Since Loss: 5
I am still really struggling these days.
I haven’t really had the time or opportunity to really mourn yet. I’m hoping my trip to Texas allows me that.
