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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Of Expenses and Experiences

November 7, 2025November 18, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,743 Days Alive

5 Days and Counting Until Llama Comes to Visit

1  Desk STILL Not Put Together

For some reason I cannot fathom, I am having the hardest damn time getting to building my new desk. I need someone to sit with me. My brain just needs someone to parallel and yammer at. I am not good with silence right now.

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Of Anxiety and Alfredo

October 16, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,721 Days Alive

303 Job Applications Submitted Since 11 September, 2025

3 Packages of Alfredo-Style Dried Pasta Mix

1 Delicious Dinner

The hell does it say about me that after 50 milligrams of hydroxyzine, I am still peel-me-off-the-ceiling anxious?

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Of Trains and Travels

October 13, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,621 Days Alive

18 Days Till NaNoWriMo Starts

Mellon invited me to his family’s Thanksgiving dinner thing in Indiana.

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Of Tea and Travels

July 12, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,527 Days Alive

3 Days Till Wheels Up To Chicago

0 More Days at My Former Job

I brought my time at the Law Firm to a close today. Stayed till five p.m. and everything.

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Panicky Thursday

May 14, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,739 Days Alive

7 Mozzarella Sticks Eaten

1 Massive Panic Attack

Today was hyper manic for me. I was stuck in fast forward for most of the day and left feeling wrung out after work.

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