Skip to content
Postmark Wonderland

Postmark Wonderland

Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

  • An Overview
  • About Me
    • Bio
    • Contact
    • Social Media
      • Archive of Our Own
      • Facebook
      • Instagram
      • NaNoWriMo
      • Twitter
  • Post Collections
    • Book Reviews
    • Insomnia Interludes
    • Here Is a Collection of Recipes!
    • Reviews: Master Collection
  • Suicide Prevention & Mental Health
  • Credits
  • The Latest Letters from Wonderland

Tag: Depression

Of Mania and Muddled Words

October 6, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,711 Days Alive

6 Current Drafts of a Mission Statement for My Soon-To-Be-Formed LLC

4 Hours of Sleep.

I’m in a manic episode. But I’m giving myself emotional fucking whiplash coz I’ll be up for six hours, depressed for a few hours, and then manic again for another 6-10 hours.

Continue reading “Of Mania and Muddled Words” →

Of Atonement and Apple Pie

October 1, 2025October 2, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,706 Days Alive

4 Ibuprofen Taken a Few Hours Ago

1 Game Plan I Need to Work On

I might go to the public library tomorrow. I’m pretty sure I have books checked out right now. I actually need to check and see if I do.

Continue reading “Of Atonement and Apple Pie” →

Of Chances and Challenges

September 30, 2025October 1, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,705 Days Alive

4 Readings Done for Class

1 Interesting Day

Son of a bitch! I forgot to hit post. Again.

So! I feel like I’ve been stuck, work-wise, today. I’ve got a migraine brewing, but that could be the whole accidentally stayed up till 0630 this morning? Whoops.

Continue reading “Of Chances and Challenges” →

Of Rent And Radios

September 28, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,703 Days Alive

71 Miles Driven Roundtrip for a Working, Cheap, Multimedia Player

10 mg of Cyclobenzaprine Taken Twice Today

1 Massive Mug of Zero Sugar Root Beer Enjoyed

All my bills are paid. I get paid again next Friday from the 1099 gig. And holy hell was yesterday difficult for me. But I survived.

Continue reading “Of Rent And Radios” →

Of Friendliness and Feelings

September 27, 2025October 1, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,702 Days Alive

$23.21 Spent at the Thrift Store Outlet

2 Free Blankets Received

Well. Today was both awesome and absolutely awful. Awesome stuff first, then my bitching. Here we go!

Continue reading “Of Friendliness and Feelings” →

Of Oven Temps and Overthinking

September 26, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,701 Days Alive

1 Stress-Induced Headache

Our oven is weirdly in the fritz. Not sure what would knock an electric oven out of temperature alignment? But we’ll put in a work order when we can to get it fixed.

Continue reading “Of Oven Temps and Overthinking” →

Of Money and Mac & Cheese

September 22, 2025October 1, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,697 Days Alive

65 Minutes Spent on my Phone Interview

2 Day Headache

Apparently, The Rapture is happening tomorrow. I also have to get my flu shot before my insurance lapses at the end of the month, and I am on the hunt for another bookshelf for us to start putting together the family library in the living room.

Continue reading “Of Money and Mac & Cheese” →

Of Cat Naps and Cheese

September 19, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,694 Days Alive

1 Accidental Nap

Man alive am I exhausted. But I scored another contract gig while I am job hunting. So that’s great.

Continue reading “Of Cat Naps and Cheese” →

Of Color and Classwork

September 14, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,689 Days Alive

17 Minutes of a Close Call

I published/uploaded my final assignment for this week seventeen minutes before it was due. Forty-five freaking minutes were spent fighting with pivot tables. Ugh.

Continue reading “Of Color and Classwork” →

Of Lie Ins and Laid Off

September 13, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,688 Days Alive

80+ Job Applications Put In

$23.00 Spent on 26 Sliced, Freshly Made Donuts and Two Tubs of Whipped Cream Cheese

3 Cat Treats Stolen from Spock By Benny

1 Gradual Reduction of Shock

I think I’m ready to talk about what happened on Thursday. Prefacing with I am physically fine, I am mentally, emotionally, and fiscally fucked.

Continue reading “Of Lie Ins and Laid Off” →

Of Stress and Soup

September 10, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,685 Days Alive

I made a damn good chicken soup for dinner. I didn’t have to deal with the bone in chicken, thankfully. Bryan took care of it for me.

Work sucked. Maybe tomorrow will be better.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Applications and Aggravations

September 7, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,682 Days Alive

2,134 Days Straight on Duolingo

65+ Job Applications Out in Less than Five Weeks

3 Hours Spent Searching for a Template that No Longer Exists

1 Full Moon

Oh my goodness. I have been a busy, busy person today!

Continue reading “Of Applications and Aggravations” →

Of Full Moons and Frustration

September 6, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,681 Days Alive

15 Applications Put in Today

2 Discussion Board Posts

I am having a very bad pain day. I almost titled this “Frustration and Fuckery”, but went with something a little more PG.

Continue reading “Of Full Moons and Frustration” →

Posts navigation

Older posts
Newer posts

Searching for Something?

July 2026
M T W T F S S
 12345
6789101112
13141516171819
20212223242526
2728293031  
« Jun    

Please enter your email address to follow this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email.

Join 341 other subscribers
Follow Postmark Wonderland on WordPress.com

Categories

Anxiety Bipolar Mania Depression Down the Rabbit Hole Hobbies In Pain Life Mental Health Tired

Help a tea-addled bibliophile out!

Want to help me read and review more books? Or get another cup of tea? Check out my Amazon Ebook Wishlist or buy me a cup of tea!

Helping Hand

Hi friends! Want to see more reviews, more content? Help a human out, if you please:

Help keep my tea-addled self in my cups (of tea!) through this little wishlist

Visit my LinkTree for more links to gift!

Your kindness is greatly appreciated.

Enter your email address to follow this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email.

Join 341 other subscribers
Follow Postmark Wonderland on WordPress.com

Categories

Website Powered by WordPress.com.
  • Subscribe Subscribed
    • Postmark Wonderland
    • Join 316 other subscribers
    • Already have a WordPress.com account? Log in now.
    • Postmark Wonderland
    • Subscribe Subscribed
    • Sign up
    • Log in
    • Report this content
    • View site in Reader
    • Manage subscriptions
    • Collapse this bar
Privacy & Cookies: This site uses cookies. By continuing to use this website, you agree to their use.
To find out more, including how to control cookies, see here: Cookie Policy
Loading Comments...