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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Of Drafting and Down Time

April 3, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,061 Days Alive

2 Pages Done on the Book of Stars

1 Long Day Off

I got to see my shieldbrother Bob, his wife, Flora, and their little one, Wolfe today. It was nice to see them. A lot of time was spent reading to little Wolfe and talking about nerdy stuff.

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Of Mullets and Mourning

April 2, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,060 Days Alive

Today was a difficult day for me. So this afternoon I got a hair cut. The guy, Mike M., gave me a very stylish mullet.

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Of Coraline and Chocolate

April 1, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,059 Days Alive

I’ve got a killer diller headache tonight. I’ve tried water, caffeine, chocolate, and NSAIDs. Ugh. I hope it doesn’t turn into a migraine. I’ve got stuff to do this weekend.

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Of Ramen and Reality

March 30, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,057 Days Alive

I’m still in emotional turmoil. Death, mental disasters, and work stress have made a perfect storm of absolute fuckery that has me exhausted.

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Of Chipotle and Catharsis

March 29, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,056 Days Alive

I am not up to this tonight. I’m upset and stressed and just… not up to it. I’m going to go meditate.

Take your meds, folks; and hug your loved ones as often as you can.

Of Anger and Acceptance

March 25, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,052 Days Alive

So I’ve been doing some research. And I’m livid. Not mad, not pissed off, fucking livid. Because this new diagnosis? It basically means that I’m fucking broken due to trauma experienced in my past.

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Of Distress and Diagnosis

March 24, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,051 Days Alive

So not only did I wake up around two a.m. violently ill, I also had a telehealth doctor appointment today. And I have a new diagnosis.

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Of Chimichangas and Crafting

March 19, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,046 Days Alive

I actually did something artsy today! Fen got a new crafting toy and we were both playing with it.

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Of Milestones and Meditation

March 18, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,045 Days Alive

900 Days Blogging in a Row

Woo! Made it 900 days in a row! This is pretty impressive for me. I’ve not made any of my goals for the year yet, but I am at least consistent in posting.

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Of Time and Triggers

March 17, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,046 Days Alive

This ain’t a happy one, y’all. I am about to discuss sexual assault. Might wanna skip this one.

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Of Tea and Taxes

March 16, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,045 Days Alive

I finally was able to file my taxes today. I went with a different H&R Block than my ex wife and I used, and it’s been nothing but trouble.

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Of Headaches and Happy Memories

March 15, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,044 Days Alive

Some how I missed a day somewhere and am actually up to 13,044 days alive. Whoopsie.

Today was a day of never ending technical difficulties at work.

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Of Practical Magic and Picnic Tables

March 14, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,042 Days Alive

3 Butter Tarts Eaten

1 Old Favorite Shared with Fen

Somehow, despite knowing me for almost a decade, Fen had never seen the movie Practical Magic. Until tonight! We watched it and they really enjoyed it.

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