12,451 Days Alive
It’s hard having suicidal thoughts.
Downward Spiraling
Month: July 2019
Low On Spoons
12,450 Days Alive
Eventually, I’ll wake up something other than tired.
Review: Bad Karma, The Criminally Insane Series Book 1
By Douglas Clegg
Available on: Amazon, Audible, Barnes and Noble, and Kobo.
Read as part of the Cloak and Dagger Reading Challenge.
Overview:
Blurb: On vacation with his family, Trey Campbell has to deal with trouble from his work at Darden State Hospital for Criminal Justice that follows him not only home but on vacation with more than slightly bloody results.
Trigger Warnings:
Ableism, Blood, Death, Drug Use (Illicit), Drug Use (Non-Consensual), Drug Use (Prescription), Food, Gore, Gun Violence, Mental Illness, Murder, Poor Coping Mechanisms, Sexual Abuse, Suicidal Thoughts, Suicide, Unsafe Lifestyle, Unsafe Sex, Violence, Violent Imagery, Vore
Body Count:
Continue reading “Review: Bad Karma, The Criminally Insane Series Book 1”Monday Drag
12,449 Days Alive
I still have no exact words to how I’m feeling today.
So Tired on a Sunday
12,448 Days Alive
8,132 Books to Read
1 Bloody Nose
Today was a weird one.
And I don’t really feel like talking about it.
I think I’m having a really bad depressive experience because all I want to do is sleep and not be in pain.
I’m going to bed.
Take your meds folks.
300th Post in a Row
12,447 Days Alive
300 Days of Blog Posts
Three hundred blog posts since diagnosis. I guess paying for this site was a good idea.
Self Destruct Buttons
12,446 Days Alive
Another week down
Not every coping mechanism is a positive one. Continue reading “Self Destruct Buttons”
What a Rainy Thursday
12,445 Days Alive
Today is one of those tired but wired days. Of course, I took two caffeine pills this morning because I didn’t sleep well, but I was feeling this way before I did that.
Review: Assassin’s Gift Book 1
Ian C.P. Irvine
Available on: Amazon
Read as part of the Cloak and Dagger Reading Challenge
Overview:
Blurb: There’s an assassin named Salvador that is one of the top killers for hire in the world. After seeding what they think might have been the Loch Ness Monster, Salvador finds out that there are stranger things out there than Nessie and, after meeting a monk with an odd ability, not all gifts can be given back.
Trigger Warnings:
Alcohol, Blood, Food, Gore, Gun Violence, Poor Coping Mechanisms, Unsafe Lifestyle, Violence, Violent Imagery
Body Count: High
Continue reading “Review: Assassin’s Gift Book 1”Wednesday Waiting
12,444 Days Alive
6 Weeks Till Insurance Kicks In
I don’t have much to say tonight.
Tiring Tuesday
12,443 Days Alive
I got a lot accomplished at work today. But jeeze am I fried. How is it only Tuesday?
Packing and Pictures
12,442 Days Alive
8,130 Books to Read
3rd Day Of My Adventure
Currently Reading: Bohemian RhapsoDIE
I need sleep.
Review: The Atlantis Gene, A Thriller
By A.G. Riddle
Available on: Amazon and Barnes and Noble.
Read as part of the Cloak and Dagger Reading Challenge.
Overview:
Blurb: I literally can’t sum up this bananas book without using the phrase “bizarrely entertaining” and “action packed but mildly confusing”. I think it was about a doctor lady and her new secret agent dude friend trying to rescue some kidnapped literally autistic human test subject kids from a global terrorist organization made of Atlantis-descended people and their followers. And there are Nazi, but like, actual World War II Nazis; not the modern day neo-Nazi assholes. Just somewhat regular, trapped in a time dilation field and/or stasis pod Nazis.
Trigger Warnings:
Ableism, Anti Semitism, Badly Written Women, Bastardization of Culture, Bastardization of Mythology, Blood, Bullying, Child Abuse, Child Abandonment, Death, Drug Use (Illicit), Drug Use (Non-Consensual), Drug Use (Prescription), Food, Gore, Gun Violence, Mental Abuse, Mental Illness, Miscarriage, Murder, Off Screen Sex, Physical Abuse, Plot Holes the Size of a Canadian Province, Poor Coping Mechanisms, Racism, Sexism, Toxic Masculinity, Violence, Violent Imagery, War
Body Count: Oodles. Literally a lot.
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