What are you most worried about for the future?
I’m worried for my siblings.
I’m worried my mental health issues will cost me my relationship.
I’m worried I’m going to die before I am published.
I need an oil change for my new car.
I need to get my blood sugar under control.
Just… I have anxiety and a lot going on that a few hundred bucks could fix.

This may not help, but I would like to suggest that you relax about as many of these things as you can. Keep sending out your work, and eventually you will get published. Especially if you keep working on your writing and I’m sure you do. Other things that you mention being worried about may have something to do with anxiety and stress that you are putting on yourself. A good thing to do in Meditation or in any part
Of life is to practice letting go. If you can detach yourself from these outcomes even a little bit, it may make you feel better and make your life low more smoothly. Krishnamurti said “I don’t mind what happens, “ and that seems to have been a fundamental part of his particular quality, and his ability to speak to thousands of different people. Best of luck.
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Thank you for your suggestions! It’s been a long while since I tried meditating. Used to do it every night before bed.
I’ll keep on as best I can. Thanks again!
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A friend of mine holds a 9:30 PM meditation every night, on Insight Timer, which is a free app. She chooses Meditations that are relaxing and non-dogmatic.
Would be glad to see you there! Our little group is called Magical Meditations…
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Never heard of it before, but I’ll look into it!
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I can send you a link if you like. It’s very casual.
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https://insig.ht/vJrqKbWUaBb
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I am worried about be an dad but okay and can you vist my website URL https://tikitaka.news.blog
Its for create, explore news.
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You will be a good dad.
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Do one thing, never hit your kid, and you will be doing much better than many many other dads.
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