12,698 Days Alive
1 Doctor’s Appointment and New Medication
Welp, I’m up to three medications for my depression and Bipolar Disorder. I kinda hate it, kinda hope it works out?
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Category: Psych Doctor
Bad Day
12,684 Days Alive
Today was a rough day. A friend is hurt, another sick. Drama llamas are running rampant in my life. And my therapist cancelled on me twenty four minutes before my appointment was scheduled to start.
So.
Screw today. I am going to bed.
Crochet and a Cat!
12,683 Days Alive
Today was one of those days where I had to sneak off to the bathroom to cry.
Continue reading “Crochet and a Cat!”Massively Melancholy
12,682 Days Alive
Maybe it’s because everything is spiraling out of control? Maybe I’m just in a downswing. Either way, today is an uphill battle to maintain functionality.
Continue reading “Massively Melancholy”Therapy Day 1
12,670 Days Alive
1 Day of Therapy
I had therapy today for the first time in years.
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12,666 Days Alive
90 Official Days at the New Job
2 Appointments Scheduled
1 Terrified Me
I know that my first thought when it comes to therapy shouldn’t be that I’m absolutely terrified. But, that’s what I am.
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12,546 Days Alive
3rd Day of NaNoWriMo
I don’t know what’s up with me today. I’m just not having a good brain day when I really should be.
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12,484 Days Alive
1,041 Words Written
1 Book Read
Oh man did I just finish a trippy book. Review out sometime in the next few days. It was a weird one, but not in a completely terrible kind of way?
I’m just trying to not freak out about tomorrow.
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12,367 Days Alive
1 More Night till Payday
I’ve not much to say today. Went to go see my psych doctor this afternoon and my brain is fried.
Good night.
Terribly, Terribly Tired Tuesday
12,366 Days Alive
7,720 Books to Read
1 Metaphoric Spoon Left
I’m still awake somehow. I got some sleep last night, but it feels like of no quality.
Work-Filled, Wonderful Wednesday
12,239 Days Alive
14 Square Centers Started
4 Dresses Heading My Way
2 Meds Adjusted
1 Doctor Appointment Attended
Today was a mixed bag of amazing and exhausting.
Headache on a Monday
12,237 Days Alive
I feel… terrible. My head has been hurting all day. I’m out of ibuprofen. The deodorant I just got isn’t working and hurts. I’m… not okay. And that’s okay. I have a follow up appointment with the psych doctor on Wednesday. I can make it till then, I think.
Slow, Slightly Productive Sunday
12, 222 Days Alive
7,193 Books to Read
3 Reviews Written
I’ve gotten farther on Baby Bubble’s blanket! Of the actual tree pattern, I’m six rows of fifty five in. It doesn’t sound like a lot, but you can see it starting to take shape already. It makes me want to create a World Tree crochet pattern at some point.
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