12,906 Days Alive
1 Nap Taken
I feel like I have an anvil on my sinuses because I’m out of allergy medication. I took a nap as soon as I got home from work. And now I’m going back to bed. Take your meds, folks.
Of Nightmares and Nap
Category: Depressed
Of Thoughts and Therapy
12,905 Days Alive
Had therapy today. Didn’t feel too great before it and felt even worse after it. I tried doing art or playing video games to distract myself. It didn’t work.
I’m tired of things being so difficult. It’ll get better, I know. But I feel like Im fighting an uphill battle right now and it’s exhausting.
I’m going to bed.
Take your meds, folks.
Of Oddities and Obduracy
12,904 Days Alive
1 PB&J Eaten for Dessert
Do I get bonus points for using a mildly obscure word that basically boils down to being as stubborn as a mule?
Continue reading “Of Oddities and Obduracy”Of Wishing and WoW
12,902 Days Alive
7 Levels in Warcraft
1 Old Habit Revived
So, I didn’t fall asleep until after six am this morning. I wished I had because I’ve had a headache all day from being sleep deprived.
Continue reading “Of Wishing and WoW”Of Energy and Exhaustion
12,901 Days Alive
2 Everything Bagels Eaten
1 Large Iced Maple-Flavored Coffee
I haven’t slept! I tried, I promise I did. But I couldn’t. And I don’t know why.
Continue reading “Of Energy and Exhaustion”Of Migraines and Medicine
12,900 Days Alive
1 Migraine Off the Port Bow
I’ve been fighting a migraine all day. It’s hellish but at least I can see. I took my meds as soon as I noticed the uptick in ow.
Continue reading “Of Migraines and Medicine”Of Sweaters and Sleepiness
12,899 Days Alive
Today was an uphill battle. I woke up in so much pain I nearly called out. My whole body feels like a walking bruise again.
Continue reading “Of Sweaters and Sleepiness”Of Therapy and Thistles
12,894 Days Alive
I want to draw more floral portraits. I do t know why but I’ve had flowers on the brain the last few days.
Continue reading “Of Therapy and Thistles”Of Plotting and Plants
12,893 Days Alive
414 Day Streak on Duolingo
16 Chapters Prepped for NaNoWriMo
We have a tiny nightshade plant growing in a crack in the ground on our balcony. I’d take a picture, but it’s dark out. When I remember to do so, I will.
Continue reading “Of Plotting and Plants”Of Stress and Silliness
12,891 Days Alive
I’ve not the spoon tonight. Maybe tomorrow.
Of Fibromyalgia and Flare-Ups
12,890 Days Alive
4 More Days Till Payday
1 Heated Blanket on My Amazon Wishlist
Do you know what it means when I have a flare up? It’s like having a depressive downswing, but worse because everything hurts. Moving, walking, talking hurts.
Continue reading “Of Fibromyalgia and Flare-Ups”Of Dresses and Deals
12,888 Days Alive
I found a very pretty purple dress at Goodwill today. it was six bucks. I nearly bought another dress for thirteen dollars, but held off at Mel’s suggestion.
Continue reading “Of Dresses and Deals”Of Ghosts and Giggles
12,887 Days Alive
1 Cookie Eaten
Trigger warning: discussion of suicidal thoughts.
I’m exhausted. And really struggling tonight. The mental radio is stuck on the “no one wants you around, please kill yourself to lessen the inconvenience that you are” station.
Continue reading “Of Ghosts and Giggles”
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