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Category: Feeling Worthless

Admitting Literary Defeat for 2019 and Planning for 2020.

December 6, 2019December 6, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,579 Days Alive

Man, did I overestimate my free time this year. I didn’t think I’d be changing jobs (twice!), nor did I think I’d be so busy! I didn’t hit 50,000 words on NaNoWriMo, unfortunately. And I didn’t even get one of my reading challenges completed.

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Stressful Wednesday

November 13, 2019November 14, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,556 Days Alive

Nothing seems to be going right today. I’m going to bed in self defense.

Anniversary and an Upheaval

November 12, 2019November 14, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,555 Days Alive

2 Years Married

1 Moved Desk

Today is my second wedding anniversary to my Darling Wife. I wish I could say that I was able to afford to do something nice, but I could not. Best I did tonight was sweep the floor.

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Out of Spoons

November 7, 2019November 14, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,550 Days Alive

Windshield still broken. Still stressed out. Got some help. Need more help. Trying not to cry.

Going to bed.

13,000 Words and a Pizza

November 5, 2019November 14, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,548 Days Alive

13,000 Words Written Total

Today was a rough day work wise, but I spoiled myself by making a special dinner.

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Struggling with Suicidal Thoughts

November 3, 2019November 14, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

12,546 Days Alive

3rd Day of NaNoWriMo

I don’t know what’s up with me today. I’m just not having a good brain day when I really should be.

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Ennui and other emotions

October 17, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,529 Days Alive

Dissatisfaction seems to be the name of the game these days.

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Grumpy Day

October 15, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,527 Days Alive

I don’t actually have anything to say today. I was fighting to get through my workday. Nothing seemed to be going right. I’m just… blarg.

Take your meds, folks.

Annoyed with Allergies

October 14, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,526 Days Alive

4 Rows Frogged

1 Tired Me

I’m exhausted and my allergies are acting up. And I’m annoyed.

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Social Sunday

October 13, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,525 Days Alive

Today was a day where things didn’t quite go to plan, but I had a good time anyway.

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Productive, Exhausting Day

October 12, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,524 Days Alive

2 Hot Dogs Eaten

1 New Character Made

Today started off with me sleeping until almost nine. Somehow, I’m still tired.

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Unwell

October 11, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,523 Days Alive

I don’t feel well. I can’t seem to get warm or get rid of this headache. I’m going to bed.

Comfort Items

October 10, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,522 Days Alive

I’m having one of those nights where I’m fighting to stay awake long enough to take me meds. I want to crawl into bed and just pass out.

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