Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.
14,369 Days Alive
It’s J and Charles’ ninth wedding anniversary , J’s *mumbles a number because you never tell a lady’s age* birthday, and Mac’s and my second anniversary of dating tomorrow.
I’m stuck on sad. My Papa B isn’t really talking to me. My bio donor is about as communicative as a Philly cheesesteak sandwich unless I reach out repeatedly. And I’m missing Daddy.
Im gonna go snuggle Mac and be sad.
Take your meds, folks.
14,343 Days Alive
Spending the evening with Mac.
Doing okay.
Still in pain.
Take your meds, folks.
14,308 Days Alive
9 Minutes that My Therapist Was Late Today
2 Bowls of Zuppa Toscana Consumed
1 Lingering Headache
Heavy stuff herein. Frank discussion of sexual abuse, rape, and the mental trials of surviving both.
Had therapy today. Talked about a lot of the triggers I had flare up this week with my gynecological appointment.
Continue reading “Of Talk Therapy and Tiramisu”
14,245 Days Alive
3 Slices of Pizza Eaten
2 Birthday Buddies
1 Blizzard Eaten
It’s my thirty-ninth birthday today.
Continue reading “Of Barnaby’s and Birthday Buddies”
13,959 Days Alive
277.5 Miles Travelled Today
88 Damage on a Crit Roll
3 Sesame Balls Eaten
1 Grand Adventure with my Darling Mellon
Date day, this morning, kicked off about an hour after it was supposed to. We both slept in till almost eight. We were trying to be on the road sometime after seven thirty.
Continue reading “Of Conveyor Belts and Consumption of Cheetos”
13,956 Days Alive
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7 Minutes of Being Yelled At
4 Breadsticks Eaten with Alfredo Sauce
1 LinkTree Created
Today was… a day. Difficult and dramatic and frustrating.
Continue reading “Of Lists and Laughter”
13,792 Days Alive
302 Words Written for Camp NaNoWriMo
I’m craving a peanut butter and jelly sandwich for some reason. Grape, of course; and creamy peanut butter, maybe on the Hawaiian keto bread that is five goddamned dollars a loaf.
Continue reading “Of Sleepiness and Sandwiches”
13,791 Days Alive
2 End Tables Built
1 Large Popcorn Shared with Mellon
We went to the movies today! Only the second time I’ve been since the pandemic started. We went to go see Dungeons and Dragons: Honor Among Thieves. I highly enjoyed it.
Continue reading “Of Honor and Handsome Furniture”
13,784 Days Alive
1,285 Days Straight on Duolingo
4 Bags of Trash Cleaned Out of the Bedroom
1 Cookie Eaten
So, the main problem with having two people with ADHD living together is the graveyard of empty pop cans or half-finished bottles of water overs every available flat surface.
Continue reading “Of Celebration and Cleaning”
13,770 Days Alive
1 New Book Purchased
We slept in a bit today. Mellon later than I, but they didn’t go to bed until four a.m. so it is understandable. We went to breakfast at the Bravo Cafe and it was pretty good!
Continue reading “Of Pancakes and Pants”
13,769 Days Alive
Mellon is a keeper. We went for an adventure date tonight.
Continue reading “Of Kimchi and Keeper”
13,750 Days Alive
37 Pretzels Eaten
I’m still used car shopping. I hate it. It’s stressing me the hell out.
Continue reading “Of Stress and Snacking”
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