12,495 Days Alive
1 Day Without Vomiting
0 Days Since Crying for No Apparent Reason
I have that screaming loneliness in a crowd feeling again. Like no one wants or needs me around.
Continue reading “Friday the 13th, 2019”Friday the 13th, 2019
Category: Bipolar Mania
Sick of Being Sick
12,494 Days Alive
0 Days Without Being Sick
I’m so tired of throwing up.
Continue reading “Sick of Being Sick”Finally on the Mend
12,493 Days Alive
Hooray! I’m feeling less awful today. Still tired, but better.
Continue reading “Finally on the Mend”Mildly Unwell Monday
12,490 Days Alive
It’s only six pm and I’m resisting the urge to go to bed already.
Continue reading “Mildly Unwell Monday”On the Road Again
Still 12,489 Days Alive
I really just feel frayed as a broken rope.
Continue reading “On the Road Again”Somewhat Upsetting Sunday
12,489 Days Alive
5 Medications Picked Up
0 Doses of Lyrica Left
Trigger warning: discussion of suicidal thoughts.
Despite being told otherwise when I dropped the prescription off, Publix Pharmacy will not partially fill my Lyrica while they are doing the prior authorization.
Continue reading “Somewhat Upsetting Sunday”Simple, Social Saturday
12,488 Days Alive
I went out today to get some writing done. I was less successful on that end, but had some positive things happen anyway.
Continue reading “Simple, Social Saturday”Finally Friday, thank gods
12,487 Days Alive
2 Slices of BBQ Chicken Pizza Eaten
I learned something new today! My stomach does not like barbecue sauce on pizza either. Right now, my acid reflux is bubbling up my throat and making it decidedly uncomfortable to be me.
Continue reading “Finally Friday, thank gods”Headachey Thursday
12,486 Days Alive
I can’t seem to shake this headache. I’ve had it since yesterday afternoon.
I know it’s not from lack of caffeine or water. If I got any more hydrated, my kidneys would float! I think I’ll try taking more ibuprofen when I go to bed, see if that helps.
In better news, my diabetes is officially under control with meds and the dietary changes I’ve made! My A1C, which was a 10.3 in April, is down to a 6.8! I still have to take my meds and watch what I eat, but now I know I can effect positive change on my life. It’s not yet more lost weight, but it’s a damn good start.
I’m going to go practice on Duolingo and maybe read some? I’ve been wanting to catch up on my #200Book Challenge.
Take your meds, folks!
Monday Flavored Tuesday
12,484 Days Alive
1,041 Words Written
1 Book Read
Oh man did I just finish a trippy book. Review out sometime in the next few days. It was a weird one, but not in a completely terrible kind of way?
I’m just trying to not freak out about tomorrow.
Continue reading “Monday Flavored Tuesday”Labor Day 2019
12,483 Days Alive
2,114 Words Written
2 Episodes of Carnival Row Watched
Today was a nice day off. I spent the day with Reffie, writing, chatting, and catching the first two episodes of Amazon’s Carnival Row. A pretty well-accomplished day off, if one that left me dragging a bit by the end of it. Though, they could more be a reflection of last night’s late night than anything else.
Continue reading “Labor Day 2019”Hurricane Dorian/Labor Day Weekend Day 1
12,481 Days Alive
This hurricane still isn’t sure what it’s doing. It should just swing off the coast? Maybe?
Continue reading “Hurricane Dorian/Labor Day Weekend Day 1”Holiday and Hurricane (Dorian)
12,480 Days Alive
404 Words Written
It’s Labor Day weekend 2019 and I have just under a half a tank of gas because people are panicking over the storm headed our way.
Continue reading “Holiday and Hurricane (Dorian)”
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