14,061 Days Alive
100 Miles Driven
1 Happy to See Me Cat Called Spock
I am so damn tired. Little Bee’s birthday party went well.
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Of Chores and Chai
14,059 Days Alive
3 Panic Attacks
1 Postponed Meeting (Three times!)
Today was stressful at work. I’m just mentally exhausted. Still loving my job, but I got an important project tossed into my lap as soon as I walked in today and spent most of the day stressed as hell.
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14,055 Days Alive
3 Spooky Movies Watched
1 Plate of Homemade Nachos Eaten
I hung out with Rayne today. It was fun but exhausting for some reason. I’m not sure why but I had a massive pain spike not long after I got there.
Continue reading “Of Frights and Fireworks”Of Tacos and Tarot Cards
14,053 Days Alive
Today was not as long as yesterday, but I did almost royally screw up a case, so now I’m ultra paranoid about doing things wrong at work.
Continue reading “Of Tacos and Tarot Cards”Of Sharks and Sweets
14,048 Days Alive
Less Than 12 Hours to my Birthday
Mentally I’m okay. Physically, I’m exhausted. In a good way. I had an Adventure today with Reffie and it was amazing, even if it took us two hours to get back to Tampa.
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14,045 Days Alive
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0 Minutes Left on the Clock
Fen and I went out with their parents for dinner tonight after we defeated a haunted mansion themed escape room with Fen’s parents and siblings. It was Fen’s slightly-belated birthday gift from their parents.
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3 Bouts of Migraine-Induced Vomiting
1 Missed Day of Work
Thank the gods for voice to text and technology in general. I still can’t quite see out of my right eye, because of haloes, but I’m hoping it’s better by morning.
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14,039 Days Alive
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10 Days Until my Birthday
I tried to read a horror novel at lunch. It didn’t sit well. Like, the writing itself was troubled. Oh well. On to other books.
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14,035 Days Alive
12 Spicy Nuggets Eaten
1 Awesome Gift
The sunset was lovely today. The skies were still clearing from an earlier storm.
But man am I physically wrung out still.
Continue reading “Of Recovery and Radiance”Of Progress and Power Outages
14,014 Days Alive
632 Days Straight on Duolingo
1 Completely Down Day
So. Power outage at the main office today. I was supposed to work from home. But the system hasn’t come back up. I spent the day doing chores around the house.
Continue reading “Of Progress and Power Outages”Of Anger and Actualization
14,013 Days Alive
60 Minutes of Therapy
2 Homework Assignments
1 New Book to Read
I had therapy today and man was it hard. I keep getting triggered by a specific stressor and I don’t know how to go about removing it form my peripherals. It’s an exceedingly complicated situation.
I also need to work on my anger.
Continue reading “Of Anger and Actualization”Of Fries and Frizz
14,001 Days Alive
620 Days Straight on Duolingo
The humidity is hell on my hair lately. I usually ride with the windows down in the morning, but it makes me look like I ran through a wind tunnel so I have to use the AC on my ride in to work.
Continue reading “Of Fries and Frizz”Of Homebodies and Humdrum
13,099 Days Alive
Today was Mother’s Day in the US. It’s a holiday I quite rightfully have complicated feelings with. So I ignored it, slept in until after nine a.m. after getting up at six to feed Spock. And just generally chilled at home.
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