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Category: CPTSD

Of Terraforming Mars and Tarot Cards

August 28, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,210 Days Alive

6 Tarot Card Readings

Today has been wildly fun. J and I spent the better part of basically doing personal therapy with our respective decks of tarot cards.

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Of Video Chats and Vetero

August 23, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,205 Days Alive

722 Days Straight on Duolingo

62 Minutes Spent Chatting with My New Friend

1 Lost Coworker

I had to talk myself down from a panic attack at work today. A work friend got fired and all I could think was that I was going to be fired, too. I’m not fired. I’m still employed. But gods was it a tough day.

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Of Pain and Pressure

August 15, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,197 Days Alive

3 Slices of Fried Green Tomatoes Eaten

1 Productive Afternoon

Oh boy. Reffie squished my soul back into my bones! I’m feeling loosey-goosey tonight and am glad I’m hydrated.

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Of Reading and Recovery

July 15, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,066 Days Alive

8 Books Read in the Last Week

3rd Day of Migraine Hell

I accidentally posted a recipe too early. So it’s been deleted for now. Now, onto the meat of today’s post: recovering from another damn migraine.

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Of Children and Cupcakes

July 10, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 2 Comments

14,061 Days Alive

100 Miles Driven

1 Happy to See Me Cat Called Spock

I am so damn tired. Little Bee’s birthday party went well.

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Of Chores and Chai

July 8, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,059 Days Alive

3 Panic Attacks

1 Postponed Meeting (Three times!)

Today was stressful at work. I’m just mentally exhausted. Still loving my job, but I got an important project tossed into my lap as soon as I walked in today and spent most of the day stressed as hell.

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Of Frights and Fireworks

July 4, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,055 Days Alive

3 Spooky Movies Watched

1 Plate of Homemade Nachos Eaten

I hung out with Rayne today. It was fun but exhausting for some reason. I’m not sure why but I had a massive pain spike not long after I got there.

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Of Tacos and Tarot Cards

July 2, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,053 Days Alive

Today was not as long as yesterday, but I did almost royally screw up a case, so now I’m ultra paranoid about doing things wrong at work.

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Of Sharks and Sweets

June 27, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,048 Days Alive

Less Than 12 Hours to my Birthday

Mentally I’m okay. Physically, I’m exhausted. In a good way. I had an Adventure today with Reffie and it was amazing, even if it took us two hours to get back to Tampa.

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Of Headaches and Haunted Houses

June 24, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,045 Days Alive

998 Days Straight on PostmarkWonderland

0 Minutes Left on the Clock

Fen and I went out with their parents for dinner tonight after we defeated a haunted mansion themed escape room with Fen’s parents and siblings. It was Fen’s slightly-belated birthday gift from their parents.

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Of Haloes and Hope

June 23, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,044 Days Alive

997 Days Straight on PostmarkWonderland

661 Days Straight on Duolingo

3 Bouts of Migraine-Induced Vomiting

1 Missed Day of Work

Thank the gods for voice to text and technology in general. I still can’t quite see out of my right eye, because of haloes, but I’m hoping it’s better by morning.

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Of Help and Horror

June 18, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,039 Days Alive

992 Days Straight on PostmarkWonderland

10 Days Until my Birthday

I tried to read a horror novel at lunch. It didn’t sit well. Like, the writing itself was troubled. Oh well. On to other books.

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Of Recovery and Radiance

June 14, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,035 Days Alive

12 Spicy Nuggets Eaten

1 Awesome Gift

The sunset was lovely today. The skies were still clearing from an earlier storm.

But man am I physically wrung out still.

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