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Category: Depression

Of Goals and Goodbyes

October 7, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,250 Days Alive

I’m feeling sad tonight. I don’t quite know why. I feel like some things have slipped through my fingers, lately.

Maybe I’m working too much overtime and I’m just burnt out?

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Of Glue and Good Friends

October 5, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,248 Days Alive

12.5 Rows into Fen’s Rainbow Round Ripple Blanket

2 New To Me Lended Hot Glue Guns

I don’t know what kind of crafter I am that I am just now venturing into hot-glue territory. I’m making commissioned wreathes for the holiday season and I’ve not used a hot glue in in… recent memory.

Like maybe more than a decade?

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Of Pain and Pushing Through

September 30, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,243 Days Alive

759 Days Straight on Duolingo

6 Rows into Fen’s Rainbow Star Blanket

2 Bowls of Cereal Eaten for Dinner

1 Episode of NCIS Watched

Today was a bad pain day. I’m talking, threw up my morning coffee from the pain kind of bad day.

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Of Chimichangas and Change

September 29, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,242 Days Alive

1 Chimichanga Eaten

Let me start off with the positive: thanks to the kindness of certain people, I am able to buy cat food and groceries. And the date with Cleo went well, though I learned that Taco Bus’ chairs are fantastically uncomfortable.

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Of Schmear and Stress

September 26, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,239 Days Alive

755 Days Straight on Duolingo

1 Everything Bagel Eaten

I got to see the Gator side of the family today! Aunt and Uncle Gator, Jay and Kay (my cousins), and Grandma Gator! Aunt Gator’s Mom, grandma Bee was also there. It was a great time.

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Of Harridans and Headaches

September 22, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,235 Days Alive

I have a terrible headache and a cat that is snoring while asleep in the small of my back.

Better than last night’s frog fiasco, for sure.

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Of Frogs and Funny Noises

September 21, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,234 Days Alive

750 Days Straight on Duolingo

1.5 Days Requested off for the Thanksgiving Break

So my boss lady approved my time off a second time today. First was verbally, now I’ve got an email chain to back me up!

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Of Achievement and Aggravation

September 20, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,233 Days Alive

1 Finished Buffalo Plaid Blanket!

Oh man, I finally finished Papa Tom’s Buffalo Plaid Blanket!

Now I have to make his hat.

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Of Cake and Cable Knitting

September 19, 2021September 20, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 2 Comments

13,232 Days Alive

2 Loads of Laundry Done

Oh man, today was a long day! I woke up at half past seven a.m. and spent most of the day working on the Buffalo Plaid Blanket for Papa Tom.

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Of Meetings and Measurements

September 18, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,231 Days Alive

4 Rolls of Sushi Eaten

1 Successful Date

So! I had a date today with a new friend from OKCupid. Let’s call them Rose. It went super well, I think?

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Of Sleep Deprivation and a Sour Stomach

September 16, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,229 Days Alive

I’m tired and feel awful. That’s it.

That’s all I have to say today.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Finish Lines and Frustration

September 15, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,228 Days Alive

Look, I’m ready to burst into tears at the next slight inconvenience. I am not in a good headspace.

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Of Gremlins and Goals

September 13, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,226 Days Alive

I’m having a wretched brain day. Like, absolutely awful. I’ve tried locking the brain gremlins in the oubliette, but they pulled a Nothing, from Neverending Story and basically sucked all the color from my mental landscape.

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