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Tag: Anxiety

Of Mold and Minds

October 12, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,255 Days Alive

I tried to have a sandwich for dinner today. It didn’t work out. The damned unopened lunch meat had fuzzy green and black mold on it. Which is both gross and disappointing.

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Of Accomplishments and Art

October 4, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,247 Days Alive

1,100 Days Straight Posting on PostmarkWonderland

Oh man was today a long day. Worked from 8:15a.m. to 6:15p.m.

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Of Chimichangas and Change

September 29, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,242 Days Alive

1 Chimichanga Eaten

Let me start off with the positive: thanks to the kindness of certain people, I am able to buy cat food and groceries. And the date with Cleo went well, though I learned that Taco Bus’ chairs are fantastically uncomfortable.

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Of Schmear and Stress

September 26, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,239 Days Alive

755 Days Straight on Duolingo

1 Everything Bagel Eaten

I got to see the Gator side of the family today! Aunt and Uncle Gator, Jay and Kay (my cousins), and Grandma Gator! Aunt Gator’s Mom, grandma Bee was also there. It was a great time.

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Of Dinner and Deadlands

September 25, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,238 Days Alive

5782 Jewish Years

1 Planned Bagel Consumption Planned For Tomorrow

Today was a lovely day. Cleo, formerly referred to as Rose, came over and gamed with us today; us being Bill6, J, and Gwen!

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Of Tuna and Trembling

September 24, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,237 Days Alive

I had one too many cups of coffee today. Or I felt effects of having forgotten my morning medicine. Either way, today sucked and all I could keep down for lunch was a single pack of garlic and herb tuna.

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Of Panic and Pastries

September 23, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,236 Days Alive

I have a love of oatmeal cream pies that defies explanation. I hate oatmeal, on the whole. The texture, the smell, whatever. But oatmeal cream pies? Yum!

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Of Harridans and Headaches

September 22, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,235 Days Alive

I have a terrible headache and a cat that is snoring while asleep in the small of my back.

Better than last night’s frog fiasco, for sure.

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Of Achievement and Aggravation

September 20, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,233 Days Alive

1 Finished Buffalo Plaid Blanket!

Oh man, I finally finished Papa Tom’s Buffalo Plaid Blanket!

Now I have to make his hat.

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Of Meetings and Measurements

September 18, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,231 Days Alive

4 Rolls of Sushi Eaten

1 Successful Date

So! I had a date today with a new friend from OKCupid. Let’s call them Rose. It went super well, I think?

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Of Finish Lines and Frustration

September 15, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,228 Days Alive

Look, I’m ready to burst into tears at the next slight inconvenience. I am not in a good headspace.

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Of Hilarity and Haircuts

September 11, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,224 Days Alive

I got to see Megan and Usagi today, briefly. We met up because Usagi decided he wanted to come to town to go to a place called “Vampire Penguin”. It’s pretty good, and I loved their seasonal flavor: Pumpkin Spice.

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Of Groceries and Greens

September 10, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,223 Days Alive

$241.36 Spent on Groceries for the Month/Next Few Weeks

I’m tired. And in pain. And struggling to feel something other than hollow.

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