Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.
12,740 Days Alive
I still don’t have enough time in the day to get done everything I want to. Or the energy, sometimes. I try so hard to power through these downswings. It’s difficult.
Continue reading “Mostly Fantastic Friday”
12,739 Days Alive
7 Mozzarella Sticks Eaten
1 Massive Panic Attack
Today was hyper manic for me. I was stuck in fast forward for most of the day and left feeling wrung out after work.
Continue reading “Panicky Thursday”
12,738 Days Alive
2 Tacos Eaten
I am absolutely exhausted. I went to bed too late last night. I was up reading Fortune’s Fool by Mercedes Lackey. And then I didn’t even sleep well.
Continue reading “Wednesday Night Spooks”
12,736 Days Alive
3 Episodes of Forensic Files Watched
1 Cup of Coffee Consumed
I got to have a drink with my old friend Fen this evening. We went to a half-opened Kawa Coffee House. Outside seating and such.
Continue reading “Monday Meanderings”
12,729 Days Alive
My day did not at all go to plan and it made me frustrated to the point of tears.
Continue reading “Malcontent on a Monday”
12,734 Days Alive
1 New Potter Film Watched
With a lovely meal consumed, I’m stretched out on the air mattress at Carver Cove, watching the Riff Tracks of Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone.
Continue reading “Simple, Lovely, Saturday”
12,725 Days Alive
10 Years With my Cat Spock
3 Bottles of Medication Picked Up from the Pharmacy
1 Quart of Milk
I’ve been craving milk, chocolate, and oranges as of late. It’s odd, but easily fixed. I have some emergency mandarin oranges stashed on the front door table. And I was able to buy milk this evening when I went to pick up my meds.
Continue reading “Happy Beltane Eve 2020!”
12,724 Days Alive
Had therapy with Vickie and my appointment with Peter today. I’m absolutely glad the week is half over now. I’m so emotionally exhausted that I’m physically exhausted as well.
Continue reading “Like a Line from Bon Jovi”
12,722 Days Alive
Not a lot to say today. Today was slammed at work, but I met all of my workload goals.
Continue reading “Productive Monday”
12,721 Days Alive
2 Games Played
1 Movie Watched
I broke quarantine today. Socialized at a friend’s house.
Continue reading “Socialized Sunday”
12,719 Days Alive
2 Chick Flicks Watched
1 Frozen Pizza Eaten
0 Days Without Crying
Today was really rough for me. I spent most of it crying or staring out the window at the rain.
Continue reading “New Chapter, Day One”
12,716 Days Alive
I’m restless again. I feel like I should be doing something but I’m stuck at a standstill.
Continue reading “Change on the Wind”
12,715 Days Alive
1 Great Thunderstorm
It was terrifically rainy this morning! Lovely, sleepy weather.
Continue reading “Rainy, Busy Monday”
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