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Tag: Crying

Of Onions and Overnight

November 22, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,758 Days Alive

6 Cookies Given to L to Enjoy

1 Massive Tub of Popcorn

I cried. In a mostly-good way, but yeah, that movie was a fist to the emotional solar plexus.

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Of Gwenders and Grumpiness

October 29, 2025November 8, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,734 Days Alive

5 Hours of Sleep

11 Subpoenas Drafted for Work

1 Possible Contract Job

Today was one of those days where I stayed up far too late last night. I mean, I was still awake at 6:27 AM. And I don’t know why. I just couldn’t get my brain to shut off.

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Of Tears and Turkey Tacos

July 1, 2025 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

14,614 Days Alive

5 Homemade Soft Tacos Eaten

I am not doing too well tonight. Mac reached out via text and it made me cry. I don’t think we can repair our relationship or stay friends and that breaks my damn heart.

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Of Crying and Carrots

February 27, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,748 Days Alive

Surrendered my car today. Lot of big feelings about it, worried, broke.

I’ll try again tomorrow.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Packages and Persistence

February 23, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

13,744 Days Alive

1 Rose Received

I feel like I’m failing as a human. Because I am struggling so hard financially even with a full time job.

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Of Specificity and Stress

July 7, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,522 Days Alive

20 Pages of Training Documents Made for My Successor at Work

3 Chicken Tenders Eaten

1 More Bag of Yarn Purged

I went to lunch with a soon-to-be-former coworker of mine, Kim. She’s going through it pretty rough right now, the poor dear.

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Of Deities and Downsizing

July 4, 2022 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,519 Days Alive

11 Days Till the Move

1 Long Day

Today was spent clearing off my old bookshelves and getting them ready for their new home. And throwing things into boxes for donations.

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Of Finish Lines and Frustration

September 15, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,228 Days Alive

Look, I’m ready to burst into tears at the next slight inconvenience. I am not in a good headspace.

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Of Gremlins and Goals

September 13, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,226 Days Alive

I’m having a wretched brain day. Like, absolutely awful. I’ve tried locking the brain gremlins in the oubliette, but they pulled a Nothing, from Neverending Story and basically sucked all the color from my mental landscape.

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Spock being adorable

August 6, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment
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Of Nachos and Necessities

January 4, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,973 Days Alive

4 Belated Yule Gifts from DW

2 Pancakes Eaten

1 Doctor Appointment and Panic Attack

1/2 Order of Nachos

Today has been A Day for me. I had a panic attack today. As well as I had my doctor’s appointment with Peter this morning; so I am absolutely fried.

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Of Cheesecake and Crocheting

January 3, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,972 Days Alive

5 Days Till Payday

1 Massive Lunch

So I had a chance to see Ian and Megan again today. Megan needed to return some shoes so we did that and then went to an all-you-can-eat sushi place that was really good.

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Of Cramps and Craziness

November 20, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

17,054 Words on My NaNovel

12,929 Days Alive

3 Soft Taco Supremes for Dinner

1 Plate of Nachos Eaten

I’m cramping like hell today. I know I’m hydrated, so it’s likely my uterus throwing a fit. And the fact that I had to haul a giant tub of mail to the post office today. Either way, some stretching helped a bit.

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