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Tag: Depression

Of Tea and Taxes

March 16, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,045 Days Alive

I finally was able to file my taxes today. I went with a different H&R Block than my ex wife and I used, and it’s been nothing but trouble.

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Of Headaches and Happy Memories

March 15, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,044 Days Alive

Some how I missed a day somewhere and am actually up to 13,044 days alive. Whoopsie.

Today was a day of never ending technical difficulties at work.

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Of Practical Magic and Picnic Tables

March 14, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,042 Days Alive

3 Butter Tarts Eaten

1 Old Favorite Shared with Fen

Somehow, despite knowing me for almost a decade, Fen had never seen the movie Practical Magic. Until tonight! We watched it and they really enjoyed it.

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Of Egg Rolls and Exhaustion

March 12, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,040 Days Alive

We had Chinese for dinner tonight. And we watched Spirited Away. Well, Fen did. I fell asleep in the chair.

Too tired, tonight. Will write more tomorrow.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Manzanas and Murder

March 10, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,038 Days Alive

560 Day Streak on Duolingo

I’d metaphorically kill for a good Granny Smith Apple and some caramel or peanut butter. Or some grapes and cheese. Just… charcuterie fixing in general seem to be the craving. That and murder shows.

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Of Tacos and Tiredness

March 9, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,037 Days Alive

4 Tacos Eaten

I’m tired. I’m still adjusting to the new med and my caffeine dependence is going strong.

I don’t have anything to say today.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Laundry and Living Rooms

March 6, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,034 Days Alive

1.5 Loads of Laundry Done

1 Living Room Reorganized

I spent most of my day relaxing. Be it with just Spock and myself or with Sparrow, Fen, and I, today was just a chill day.

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Of Prescriptions and Princesses

March 5, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,033 Days Alive

3 Cookie Dough Flautas Eaten

2 New Prescriptions

1 Long Day

My arm still hurts like the dickens from my COVID vaccination. But I’m not noticing any ill effects from it otherwise. Except being more tired than usual, but that would be lack of sleep.

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Of Shots and Sleeping

March 4, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,032 Days Alive

I went to bed over an hour ago. I’m still not asleep. I know I’m tired. I even took meds to sleep. My arm is a little sore from where they gave me my second Covid vaccine shot.

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Of Tears and Tacos

March 3, 2021March 3, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,031 Days Alive

I had my meds doctor appointment today. I was honest about how much I’m struggling and how suicidal I am.

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Of Dill and Dishes

March 2, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,030 Days Alive

3 Cucumber Dill Sandwiches Consumed

My poor team lead Miss Britt is down for the count with a sinus infection, the poor dear. I hope she feels better soon. Work went well today, though I wish I’d gotten more calls done.

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Of Chicken and Calling

March 1, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,029 Days Alive

I actually feel like I did well at work today. I did a lot of calls, I think, and I didn’t cry in my car after work. Even had the spoons to make dinner when I got home despite being exhausted.

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Of Shopping and Synonyms

February 28, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,028 Days Alive

1,842 Steps Walked Today

2 Packs of Mushrooms Bought for Under $3.00

1 Final Chimichanga Eaten

So. The synonym of the day is “lifestyle change” rather than dieting. Because dieting has very negative connections in my mind and I take it to extreme and dangerous lengths. So instead, I’m making a lifestyle change.

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