Tried to be social tonight, ended up getting sick at the bar from a weird combo of anxiety and exhaustion.
I’m so tired.
Still out of Spoons
Tag: Mental Health
Sunday Crocheting
12,427 Days Alive
8,112 Books to Read
$494.90 Spent On Lyrica
Spent the day napping, crying over cost of meds and in gratitude for my wife, and playing with watercolors and yarn.
The cost of my Lyrica is $500 a month. Out of pocket. Until September.
Fucking wonderful.
Drowning Saturday
12,426 Days Alive
7 Minutes and Counting with Hiccups
2 Cookies Eaten
I need space to be unhappy. To be miserable. My Darling Wife allows me this, as do the friends I hold dear.
Bad Brain Day
12,424 Days Alive
I hate days where I wake up and am disappointed to be alive.
I ate.
I’m still here.
That’s all I’ve got.
Today’s Totally Topsy-Turvy
12,421 Days Alive
8,104 Books to Read
1,956 Words of 50,000 Written
1st Day Of Camp NaNoWriMo
I’m still exhausted, so this will be brief.
Back and Into Bed
I’m back from my cruise but just fell asleep on the living room floor so! Have some photos.
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I’m getting ready for my holiday with my wife and the in-laws so… I’ll see y’all in a week!
Hydrate, take your meds, and be awesome.
Wonderful Weekend
12,411 Days Alive
2 Days Till the Cruise!
Quick entry because almost midnight and I’m exhausted.
Tuesday
12,408 Days Alive
Second day at work went well despite being absolutely exhausted. I had endless nightmares last night.
New Adventure, Day 1!
12,407 Days Alive
Today was the first day at the new job. It was really cool! I think I’m really going to like this job and I look forward to more training and finding my rhythm at the new place.
I’ve got a massive headache from what is likely caffeine withdrawal, so I’m going to bed.
I’ll write more tomorrow.
Take your meds folks.
Bittersweet Endings
12,404 Days Alive
Today was my last day at the University. It was bittersweet as hell. My coworkers threw me a little going away party and I, thank my not waterproof eyeliner, did not cry!
Thursday, aka Friday Junior
12,403 Days Alive
I’m exhausted and in agony, so this will be brief.
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