12,427 Days Alive
8,112 Books to Read
$494.90 Spent On Lyrica
Spent the day napping, crying over cost of meds and in gratitude for my wife, and playing with watercolors and yarn.
The cost of my Lyrica is $500 a month. Out of pocket. Until September.
Fucking wonderful.
I am thankful for my support system. And now I’m taking my meds because I have them.
And I had a massive panic attack after I picked up my meds. Like, sitting on the side of the bathtub, trying not to vomit, feeling like I’m having a heart attack panic attack.
It wasn’t fun. I’m exhausted. I’m hoping I level off in the next few days.
I found a few more books to read today, so that’s fun. I’m behind in my #200Books Challenge, but that’s fine. A single book is a book more than I haven’t read, so I’m going to enjoy what I can.
Good things are coming. I know this. I just have to wait for them. Patience is key.
Good night, folks. Take your meds.
