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Of Total Loss and Terror

February 25, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,746 Days Alive

575 Words Written Today

1 Total Loss Declared

I’m so upset. And I’m still struggling financially. I don’t know what I’m going to do.

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Of Packages and Persistence

February 23, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

13,744 Days Alive

1 Rose Received

I feel like I’m failing as a human. Because I am struggling so hard financially even with a full time job.

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Of Chicken and Cookies

February 19, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,740 Days Alive

4 Bone-In Chicken Thighs

1 Minor Panic Attack

I am exhausted. Post-panic attack bullshit.

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Of Friendliness and Fries

February 18, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,739 Days Alive

1,109 Words Written Today For Fiction February

6 Mozzarella Sticks Eaten

1 Small Fry Ordered

I’m sitting at the table with everyone who plays the Saturday Pathfinder, 2nd edition, game at their friend’s Bo’s house.

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Of Popcorn and Precious

February 16, 2023February 16, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,737 Days Alive

1,250 Days Straight on Duolingo

6 Pieces of Salt Water Taffy Eaten

I wrote something sad today for Fiction February over on my alt blog. The Brain Gremlins are loud bastards. And my anxiety is kicked up.

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Of Forgetting and Forward

February 15, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

Apparently I have had this in my drafts for freaking MONTHS.

I posted on my alt blog for Fiction February, but don’t have much to say here.

Maybe I should get a new therapist?

Maybe I should get some sleep.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Cinnamon and Cheese

February 13, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,735 Days Alive

7,158 Words Total So Far for Fiction February

501 Words Written Today

25 Pizza Hand Pies Made

18 Mini Cinnamon Pastry Pinwheels Made

My back is screaming in pain. I spent too much time on my feet today. I worked from six to one, then spent a few hours cooking and baking. Ugh.

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Of Pain and Pretzels

February 12, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,734 Days Alive

844 Words Written for Fiction February

1 Important Birthday

I worked eight hours today. Didn’t get to take most of my breaks. But I made it through the day, so at least that’s something.

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Of Les Misérables and Lackadaisical

February 11, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,733 Days Alive

265 Words Written for Fiction February

7 Pizza Rolls Eaten

So, I can home needing a good cry today. Work was… a lot. But I left work at work. But I still feel stressed and just needed to release some emotional pressure.

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Of Thorns and Throbbing

February 7, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,729 Days Alive

1,795 Total Words Written for Fiction February

108 Words Written Today

18 Roses Dethorned, Trimmed, and Scraped

1 Migraine

I’m not doing great. I left work 90 minutes early because I felt awful.

I’m going to bed.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Cabbage and Cream

February 6, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,728 Days Alive

4,829 Steps Taken

666 Words Written for Fiction February

1.5 Paczki Eaten

I got a lot of writing done today, and adulting. Treated myself to a Bavarian cream paczki and split an apple one with Mellon.

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Of Key Lime and Kleptomaniac Cats

February 5, 2023February 6, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

13,727 Days Alive

875 Words Written for Fiction February

15 Rows Done on J’s Monochromatic Blanket

Happy Snow Moon, y’all! 🌕

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Of Orders and Observations

February 4, 2023 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,726 Days Alive

103 Words Written for Fiction February

3 Chicken Tenders from KFC Eaten

Work was super busy today. But we got everything done that needed to be done, so I guess it’s okay.

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