Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.
13,396 Days Alive
Today… I’m not sure if it was a good day o a bad day. I didn’t get half of what I wanted to get done accomplished.
I did get my boss’s office decorated for her birthday , at least?
Continue reading “Of Birthdays and Bad Days”
13,395 Days Alive
910 Days Straight on Duolingo
1 Mental Health Day Taken
I’m still struggling mentally and emotionally. I’m still absolutely exhausted. But I took the day off today, even without PTO.
Continue reading “Of Rest and Recuperation”
13,394 Days Alive
909 Days Straight on Duolingo
I spent forty seven minutes on hold with 211 today. That’s the local suicide prevention hotline. I tried going to a local crisis center but they turned me away and told me to call 211.
Continue reading “Of Desperation and Depression”
13,393 Days Alive
My dear, sweet baby kitty, the eleven and a half year old Bombay I am parental unit to missed me dearly while I was gone.
How do I know?
Continue reading “Of Spock and Struggles”
13,388 Days Alive
2.5 Hours of Sleep
1 Malfunctioning Body
Today is the twenty-second day of the second month in the year 2022. 22/2/22 if you’re using the non-American date order. Pretty groovy numerological thingie or something.
Continue reading “Of Twos and Tacos”
13,386 Days Alive
901 Days Straight on Duolingo
5th Chapter Published on Crows at the Crossroads
1 Plate of Homemade Chili Cheese Fries for Dinner
We are… broke. Bills are paid but, much like our short-circuited oven, we are dead broke right now.
Continue reading “Of Chapters and Crisis”
13,385 Days Alive
900 Days Straight on Duolingo
J came over today. We were trying to save money by buying groceries rather than going out to eat. It… didn’t work. Inflation is real.
Continue reading “Of Sausage and Short-Circuts”
13,383 Days Alive
$349.95 for my Basaglar
9.3 A1C
1 Disappointed Me
So. I still can’t afford my insulin. I refuse to pay $349.95 for it. It’s the principle of the matter as well as I just don’t fucking have it.
Continue reading “Of Doctors and Dissatisfaction”
13,381 Days Alive
I had a bad day.
A very bad day.
I’m pissed off and can’t talk about why.
Continue reading “Of Writing and Wrath”
13,379 Days Alive
So I spent the morning with J and Bill6, as I slept at their place last night, and I got an interesting tarot reading that left me hopeful for the future.
Continue reading “Of Snuggles and Sushi”
13,375 Days Alive
908 Words Written for Crows at the Crossroads
890 Days Straight on Duolingo
My boss is away the next two days so I’m going to try and jam out, get everything done that I can for her return on Monday.
Continue reading “Of Horizons and Harry Potter”
13,371 Days Alive
I had a rather long day today. Did dishes and laundry and fed the cat.
Continue reading “Of Lacking and Laundry”
13,369 Days Alive
1 Rotten Day
What do you miss the most when you lose someone? Their laugh? The inside jokes you had? The years of memories that you know will eventually fade to nothingness?
Continue reading “Of Sadness and Softness”
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