Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.
13,396 Days Alive
Today… I’m not sure if it was a good day o a bad day. I didn’t get half of what I wanted to get done accomplished.
I did get my boss’s office decorated for her birthday , at least?
Continue reading “Of Birthdays and Bad Days”
13,395 Days Alive
910 Days Straight on Duolingo
1 Mental Health Day Taken
I’m still struggling mentally and emotionally. I’m still absolutely exhausted. But I took the day off today, even without PTO.
Continue reading “Of Rest and Recuperation”
13,394 Days Alive
909 Days Straight on Duolingo
I spent forty seven minutes on hold with 211 today. That’s the local suicide prevention hotline. I tried going to a local crisis center but they turned me away and told me to call 211.
Continue reading “Of Desperation and Depression”
13,393 Days Alive
My dear, sweet baby kitty, the eleven and a half year old Bombay I am parental unit to missed me dearly while I was gone.
How do I know?
Continue reading “Of Spock and Struggles”
13,388 Days Alive
2.5 Hours of Sleep
1 Malfunctioning Body
Today is the twenty-second day of the second month in the year 2022. 22/2/22 if you’re using the non-American date order. Pretty groovy numerological thingie or something.
Continue reading “Of Twos and Tacos”
13,383 Days Alive
$349.95 for my Basaglar
9.3 A1C
1 Disappointed Me
So. I still can’t afford my insulin. I refuse to pay $349.95 for it. It’s the principle of the matter as well as I just don’t fucking have it.
Continue reading “Of Doctors and Dissatisfaction”
13,381 Days Alive
I had a bad day.
A very bad day.
I’m pissed off and can’t talk about why.
Continue reading “Of Writing and Wrath”
13,379 Days Alive
So I spent the morning with J and Bill6, as I slept at their place last night, and I got an interesting tarot reading that left me hopeful for the future.
Continue reading “Of Snuggles and Sushi”
13,371 Days Alive
I had a rather long day today. Did dishes and laundry and fed the cat.
Continue reading “Of Lacking and Laundry”
13,369 Days Alive
1 Rotten Day
What do you miss the most when you lose someone? Their laugh? The inside jokes you had? The years of memories that you know will eventually fade to nothingness?
Continue reading “Of Sadness and Softness”
13,364 Days Alive
15 Minutes Spent Prepping Zuppa Toscana
10 Minutes Cooking in the Instant Pot
1 Smaller Pair of Shorts!
J, Bill6, and I went out to Plant City to have breakfast with J’s mom, Mel this morning. I had pancakes and bacon.
Continue reading “Of Zuppa and Zippers”
13,358 Days Alive
1,597 Words in Chapter Five of Crows at the Crossroads
2 Grocery Stores Visited
1 Lackluster Piece of Tres Leches Cake Eaten
I’ve gotten more writing done today, and laundry, and cleaning! I drove home from J and Bill6’s place before noon today.
Continue reading “Of Cleaning and Creating”
13,355 Days Alive
I put in over an hour of overtime today. I’m fried and likely to put in more overtime tomorrow.
Continue reading “Of Overtime and Opportunities”
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