13,384 Days Alive
899 Days Straight on Duolingo
1 Screwed Up Dinner
I messed up dinner. There was no saving it. Next time, two jars of sauce or something.
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Tag: Struggling
Of Doctors and Dissatisfaction
13,383 Days Alive
$349.95 for my Basaglar
9.3 A1C
1 Disappointed Me
So. I still can’t afford my insulin. I refuse to pay $349.95 for it. It’s the principle of the matter as well as I just don’t fucking have it.
Continue reading “Of Doctors and Dissatisfaction”Of Writing and Wrath
13,381 Days Alive
I had a bad day.
A very bad day.
I’m pissed off and can’t talk about why.
Continue reading “Of Writing and Wrath”Of Disappointment and Dinner
13,380 Days Alive
1 Missed Opportunity
I’m not doing too great this evening.
Continue reading “Of Disappointment and Dinner”Of Mentality and Malaise
13,376 Days Alive
891 Days Straight on Duolingo
I’m exhausted so this will be brief.
Continue reading “Of Mentality and Malaise”Of Tuesdays and Tempers
13,374 Days Alive
3 Minutes Late to Work
I am exhausted, emotionally wrung out, and I slept funny and pinched a muscle or something in my neck. I’m fine, but man did today suck rocks.
Continue reading “Of Tuesdays and Tempers”Of Lacking and Laundry
13,371 Days Alive
I had a rather long day today. Did dishes and laundry and fed the cat.
Continue reading “Of Lacking and Laundry”Of Stress and Squishmallows
13,370 Days Alive
1 New Squishmallow Added to my Collection of Stuffed Animals
I was deprived of a proper childhood. I grew up in an often hellacious, neglectful, and abusive home. So now I enjoy some simpler pleasures, like stuffed animals and doing origami, when stressed out.
Continue reading “Of Stress and Squishmallows”Of Sadness and Softness
13,369 Days Alive
1 Rotten Day
What do you miss the most when you lose someone? Their laugh? The inside jokes you had? The years of memories that you know will eventually fade to nothingness?
Continue reading “Of Sadness and Softness”Of Brownies and Believing
13,367 Days Alive
We watched a “reality” show on Vampires in America tonight while we ate dinner. It was infinitely mockable.
Continue reading “Of Brownies and Believing”Of Spirited Away and Shorted
13,366 Days Alive
2,506 Words in Chapter Five of Crows at the Crossroads
881 Days Straight on Duolingo
I was shorted an item in my meal order this evening. I was annoyed by it, but I know that the staff are likely doing their best while being cropped by shortages and wage fuckery.
Continue reading “Of Spirited Away and Shorted”Of Medication and Morons
13,362 Days Alive
1,912 Words in Chapter Five of Crows at the Crossroads
$998.00 For My Ozempic
887 Days Straight on Duolingo
4 Memos Left to be Up To Date
Work went well. I got a small but appreciated raise. And my medication is again cost-prohibitive. A grand for my blood sugar med. today has been a mixed bag.
Continue reading “Of Medication and Morons”Of Memos and Meals
13,361 Days Alive
1,866 Words So Far in Chapter Five of Crows at the Crossroads
1 Cup of Coffee Imbibed
I was on the struggle bus today. Couldn’t wake up to save my soul. And even after I got out of bed and got to work, I was weary.
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