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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Tag: Struggling

Of Heat and Hope

October 19, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,262 Days Alive

Quick post: super depressed. Air conditioning isn’t working. Got an ice pack out for the cat because it’s 86 degrees in here.

I’m going to bed.

Take your meds, folks.

Of Dinner and Downhearted

October 18, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,261 Days Alive

777 Days Straight on Duolingo

2 Days Till Daddy’s Birthday

I have some amazing friends: DW, Reffie, J, Bill6, and several others. But man am I an emotional wreck this week.

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Of Traveling and Tiredness

October 17, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,260 Days Alive

120+ Miles Driven Today

1 Accidental Nap

Well, I metaphorically crashed like a rock into a pond when I got home today from Grandma Gator’s place. I dropped Cousin Kay off at home and then went home for some Spock cuddles.

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Of Fajitas and Family Fun

October 16, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,259 Days Alive

4 Steak Fajitas Eaten

1.75 Miles Walked Today

Still down here visiting Grandma Gator with Cousin Kay. We go home tomorrow.

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Of Miles and Memories

October 15, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,258 Days Alive

122 Miles Driven and Then Some

3 Servings of Gummy Worms Consumed

2 New To Me Shirts

It’s been a long, long day.

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Of Mold and Minds

October 12, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,255 Days Alive

I tried to have a sandwich for dinner today. It didn’t work out. The damned unopened lunch meat had fuzzy green and black mold on it. Which is both gross and disappointing.

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Of Pain and Pushing Through

September 30, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,243 Days Alive

759 Days Straight on Duolingo

6 Rows into Fen’s Rainbow Star Blanket

2 Bowls of Cereal Eaten for Dinner

1 Episode of NCIS Watched

Today was a bad pain day. I’m talking, threw up my morning coffee from the pain kind of bad day.

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Of Chimichangas and Change

September 29, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,242 Days Alive

1 Chimichanga Eaten

Let me start off with the positive: thanks to the kindness of certain people, I am able to buy cat food and groceries. And the date with Cleo went well, though I learned that Taco Bus’ chairs are fantastically uncomfortable.

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Of Tuna and Trembling

September 24, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,237 Days Alive

I had one too many cups of coffee today. Or I felt effects of having forgotten my morning medicine. Either way, today sucked and all I could keep down for lunch was a single pack of garlic and herb tuna.

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Of Panic and Pastries

September 23, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,236 Days Alive

I have a love of oatmeal cream pies that defies explanation. I hate oatmeal, on the whole. The texture, the smell, whatever. But oatmeal cream pies? Yum!

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Of Harridans and Headaches

September 22, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,235 Days Alive

I have a terrible headache and a cat that is snoring while asleep in the small of my back.

Better than last night’s frog fiasco, for sure.

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Of Achievement and Aggravation

September 20, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,233 Days Alive

1 Finished Buffalo Plaid Blanket!

Oh man, I finally finished Papa Tom’s Buffalo Plaid Blanket!

Now I have to make his hat.

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Of Sleep Deprivation and a Sour Stomach

September 16, 2021 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

13,229 Days Alive

I’m tired and feel awful. That’s it.

That’s all I have to say today.

Take your meds, folks.

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