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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Tag: Struggling

Drowning Saturday

July 6, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 2 Comments

12,426 Days Alive

7 Minutes and Counting with Hiccups

2 Cookies Eaten

I need space to be unhappy. To be miserable. My Darling Wife allows me this, as do the friends I hold dear.

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Bad Brain Day

July 4, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,424 Days Alive

I hate days where I wake up and am disappointed to be alive.

I ate.

I’m still here.

That’s all I’ve got.

Bittersweet Endings

June 14, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,404 Days Alive

Today was my last day at the University. It was bittersweet as hell. My coworkers threw me a little going away party and I, thank my not waterproof eyeliner, did not cry!

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Thursday, aka Friday Junior

June 13, 2019June 14, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,403 Days Alive

I’m exhausted and in agony, so this will be brief.

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Too anxious

June 10, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,400 Days Alive

I had a lovely meal with my cousin Kae this evening. But I still feel absolutely drowning in anxiety.

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Sunday Update

June 9, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,399 Days Alive

8,065 Ebooks to Read

14 Days Till the Cruise

7 Days Till the New Job

5 Days Till the End of the Current Job

A lot going on for the next fortnight. And I am scraping the bottom of the barrel for the energy for it.

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Tarot Tuesday

June 4, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,394 Days Alive

8,049 EBooks to Read

3 Cards Pulled

2 Doctor Appointments Tomorrow

1 Anxious Me

Tomorrow is for doctor’s appointments out the wazoo. Okay, only two but I don’t care for them and the one I’m going to see is an unknown male.

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Spoonless Sunday

June 2, 2019June 3, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,392 Days Alive

No spoons

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Gossamer Thread

May 29, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,388 Days Alive

Today is one of those drowning days.

I feel overwhelmed to the point of disconnection.

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Tuesday, but Monday Flavored!

May 28, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,387 Days Alive

8,010 Ebooks to Read

181 Books Left to Read for #200Books in 2019

I’m more than a bit behind in my reading for the year. I’m sure I’ll catch up a bit whilst on holiday next month.

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Monday, But Weekend Flavored

May 27, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,386 Days Alive

7,984 Ebooks to Read

1 Mild Headache

I’m physically, mentally, emotionally, and fiscally wiped out by the last week. I’m glad it’s a new week.

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Thoughtful Thursday

May 16, 2019May 16, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,375 Days Alive

7,784 Books to Read

2,752 Steps for the Day

I am a little overwhelmed and burnt out today. I feel like there’s so much going on in my mind that I just need to be quiet outwardly.

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No spoons

May 13, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

I’m alive and going the hell to bed.

Thank you to Reffie for the marvelous evening and the introduction to a new tea.

Take your meds folks.

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