12,627 Days Alive
Having one of those hollow days.
Continue reading “I dunno”Tag: Suicidal
Monday, Melancholic
12,624 Days Alive
1 Mild Headache
Had a panic attack this evening. No idea what prompted it.
Continue reading “Monday, Melancholic”Worn Out Wednesday
12,584 Days Alive
I didn’t sleep well last night. Not a shocker since I kicked off my day with a psych doctor appointment. I never seem to sleep well before the appointments.
Continue reading “Worn Out Wednesday”Struggling with Suicidal Thoughts
12,546 Days Alive
3rd Day of NaNoWriMo
I don’t know what’s up with me today. I’m just not having a good brain day when I really should be.
Continue reading “Struggling with Suicidal Thoughts”Chelé and Chocolate
12,518 Days Alive
1.25 Miles Walked Today
1 Awesome, If Exhausting, Day
I hung out with Chelé today. It was a delightful romp through a land of crafts and shiny things. I even found ruby chocolate for my Darling Wife!
Continue reading “Chelé and Chocolate”Painting and Parents (In Law)
12,517 Days Alive
3 Rolls of Sushi Eaten
1 Birthday Celebrated
We had a birthday party for my mother in law today.
Continue reading “Painting and Parents (In Law)”On the Road Again
Still 12,489 Days Alive
I really just feel frayed as a broken rope.
Continue reading “On the Road Again”Somewhat Upsetting Sunday
12,489 Days Alive
5 Medications Picked Up
0 Doses of Lyrica Left
Trigger warning: discussion of suicidal thoughts.
Despite being told otherwise when I dropped the prescription off, Publix Pharmacy will not partially fill my Lyrica while they are doing the prior authorization.
Continue reading “Somewhat Upsetting Sunday”Downward Spiraling
Bad Brain Day
12,424 Days Alive
I hate days where I wake up and am disappointed to be alive.
I ate.
I’m still here.
That’s all I’ve got.
Insomnia Interlude 11
12,239 Days Alive
I am a failure and I want to die most days. Continue reading “Insomnia Interlude 11”
Slow, Slightly Productive Sunday
12, 222 Days Alive
7,193 Books to Read
3 Reviews Written
I’ve gotten farther on Baby Bubble’s blanket! Of the actual tree pattern, I’m six rows of fifty five in. It doesn’t sound like a lot, but you can see it starting to take shape already. It makes me want to create a World Tree crochet pattern at some point.
Continue reading “Slow, Slightly Productive Sunday”Still Here on a Monday
12,302 Days Alive
6,602 Books to Read
16 Days Till My Psych Appointment
9 Days Since I Last Slept Through the Night
3 Bars of Royalty Soap Bars That I Want (But can’t justify literally $30 for three bars of soap when I am this broke)
1 Living Room Vacuumed
1/2 Basket of Clothing Put Away
I am mentally and emotionally burned out. I keep going because I have goals set and I literally don’t know what else to do. But I feel like I’m on autopilot.
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