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Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.

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Tag: Suicidal

Celebrating and Other Such Things

February 15, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,650 Days Alive

3 Slices of Pizza Eaten

1 Slice of Cheesecake Eaten

We celebrated Meg’s birthday today! It was a hoot.

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I dunno

January 23, 2020January 23, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,627 Days Alive

Having one of those hollow days.

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Monday, Melancholic

January 20, 2020 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,624 Days Alive

1 Mild Headache

Had a panic attack this evening. No idea what prompted it.

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Worn Out Wednesday

December 11, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,584 Days Alive

I didn’t sleep well last night. Not a shocker since I kicked off my day with a psych doctor appointment. I never seem to sleep well before the appointments.

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Struggling with Suicidal Thoughts

November 3, 2019November 14, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

12,546 Days Alive

3rd Day of NaNoWriMo

I don’t know what’s up with me today. I’m just not having a good brain day when I really should be.

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Chelé and Chocolate

October 6, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,518 Days Alive

1.25 Miles Walked Today

1 Awesome, If Exhausting, Day

I hung out with Chelé today. It was a delightful romp through a land of crafts and shiny things. I even found ruby chocolate for my Darling Wife!

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Painting and Parents (In Law)

October 5, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,517 Days Alive

3 Rolls of Sushi Eaten

1 Birthday Celebrated

We had a birthday party for my mother in law today.

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On the Road Again

September 8, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

Still 12,489 Days Alive

I really just feel frayed as a broken rope.

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Somewhat Upsetting Sunday

September 8, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ 1 Comment

12,489 Days Alive

5 Medications Picked Up

0 Doses of Lyrica Left

Trigger warning: discussion of suicidal thoughts.

Despite being told otherwise when I dropped the prescription off, Publix Pharmacy will not partially fill my Lyrica while they are doing the prior authorization.

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Downward Spiraling

July 31, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,451 Days Alive

It’s hard having suicidal thoughts.

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Bad Brain Day

July 4, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,424 Days Alive

I hate days where I wake up and am disappointed to be alive.

I ate.

I’m still here.

That’s all I’ve got.

Insomnia Interlude 11

April 11, 2019April 11, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12,239 Days Alive

I am a failure and I want to die most days. Continue reading “Insomnia Interlude 11” →

Slow, Slightly Productive Sunday

March 24, 2019 ~ Theodora Vanyar ~ Leave a comment

12, 222 Days Alive

7,193 Books to Read

3 Reviews Written

I’ve gotten farther on Baby Bubble’s blanket! Of the actual tree pattern, I’m six rows of fifty five in. It doesn’t sound like a lot, but you can see it starting to take shape already. It makes me want to create a World Tree crochet pattern at some point.

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