Coming back from the other side of my Bipolar Wonderland through medication, creativity, and moxie.
13,370 Days Alive
1 New Squishmallow Added to my Collection of Stuffed Animals
I was deprived of a proper childhood. I grew up in an often hellacious, neglectful, and abusive home. So now I enjoy some simpler pleasures, like stuffed animals and doing origami, when stressed out.
Continue reading “Of Stress and Squishmallows”
13,369 Days Alive
1 Rotten Day
What do you miss the most when you lose someone? Their laugh? The inside jokes you had? The years of memories that you know will eventually fade to nothingness?
Continue reading “Of Sadness and Softness”
13,362 Days Alive
1,912 Words in Chapter Five of Crows at the Crossroads
$998.00 For My Ozempic
887 Days Straight on Duolingo
4 Memos Left to be Up To Date
Work went well. I got a small but appreciated raise. And my medication is again cost-prohibitive. A grand for my blood sugar med. today has been a mixed bag.
Continue reading “Of Medication and Morons”
13,353 Days Alive
I made a mistake today: I went grocery shopping hungry.
Continue reading “Of Worries and WalMart”
13,346 Days Alive
2 Musicals Watched Featuring Tim Curry
I got a Covid test today because I have some major sinus congestion and a cough. Thank the gods it was negative but they have no clue what is wrong with me. It wasn’t the flu either.
I’m just glad it’s not COVID.
Continue reading “Of Sniffles and Songs”
13,333 Days Alive
1 Accidental Nap
What was just mild nausea became a massive migraine it took three doses of imatrex to knock down to even a non-vomiting level.
I’m for bed.
Take your meds, folks.
13,271 Days Alive
Man, doing the whole fishnet scale thing is effing hard. I’m not good at it. Gonna try again tomorrow for the costume.
I just scrubbed my test makeup off. I’m going to bed.
Take your meds, folks.
13,270 Days Alive
2 Tarot Readings
1 Snuggle-Faced Spockers
Spock must know that I am exceptionally stressed right now. He’s been a cuddle bug all evening. Even now, he’s making biscuits on my bum and purring up a storm. Earlier, it was giving me kisses and cuddling.
Continue reading “Of Snuggles and Snark”
13,265 Days Alive
Today is what Sherlock’s Mycroft would call a “danger night”.
Continue reading “Of Alcohol and Air”
13,264 Days Alive
86 Degrees in the Apartment
The a/c unit is on the fritz again. It’s almost ninety in here. Ugh.
Continue reading “Of Heat and Headaches”
13,262 Days Alive
Quick post: super depressed. Air conditioning isn’t working. Got an ice pack out for the cat because it’s 86 degrees in here.
I’m going to bed.
Take your meds, folks.
13,261 Days Alive
777 Days Straight on Duolingo
2 Days Till Daddy’s Birthday
I have some amazing friends: DW, Reffie, J, Bill6, and several others. But man am I an emotional wreck this week.
Continue reading “Of Dinner and Downhearted”
13,255 Days Alive
I tried to have a sandwich for dinner today. It didn’t work out. The damned unopened lunch meat had fuzzy green and black mold on it. Which is both gross and disappointing.
Continue reading “Of Mold and Minds”
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